When you

[iblamemyhair]

When you have a good time then suddenly you feel miserable and alone

 

[Thebird]

Crazy if true

 

[Deleted Member 86695]

When you have a good time then suddenly you feel miserable and alone

never happens

 

[Thebird]

never happens

Chad

 

[iblamemyhair]

never happens

to me it did

 

[Deleted Member 82102]

Junior if true

 

[Deleted Member 86695]

to me it did

brutal, just at random times? why do you get the feeling?

 

[iblamemyhair]

brutal, just at random times? why do you get the feeling?

when i’m alone with my thoughts and don’t do anything like litteraly any action
like when i’m sitting idle or waiting

 

[Deleted Member 86695]

when i’m alone with my thoughts and don’t do anything like litteraly any action
like when i’m sitting idle or waiting

ah, shit

no like is it something you've done or happened in the past? comes out nowhere and you just feel like shit after

 

[iblamemyhair]

ah, shit

no like is it something you've done or happened in the past? comes out nowhere and you just feel like shit after

memories of how i lost the only friend that she listened to my problems come back and all the other fucked up shit in my life like self hatred and childhood memories

 

[Deleted Member 86695]

memories of how i lost the only friend that she listened to my problems come back and all the other fucked up shit in my life like self hatred and childhood memories

how'd you lose her if I may ask

 

[iblamemyhair]

how'd you lose her if I may ask

she was a failed attempt at a talking stage but she kept being friendly and after time i got emotionally dependent on her.
one night i said some shit that caused a falling out and after a while we made up but it wasn’t the same.
after a while she said “i think you’re just making up reasons to text me” because i texted her something on a subject i regret so much and i got annoyed nd told her fuck you. this was november
on new year’s i apolgized for everything and told her to forget anything i ever told her in my life because i’ve been through some shit after november when i started hating myself so much i can’t explain it for what i said.

 

[rickydickydoodahgrimes]

When you have a good time then suddenly you feel miserable and alone

i only rlly get that like once a month and then i straight up hate being single for like a good week n then im fine again

 

[iblamemyhair]

i only rlly get that like once a month and then i straight up hate being single for like a good week n then im fine again

i only get it when i’m not doing anything when i’m alone with my thoughts like sitting idle in the car and walking or waiting and it hurts so much.
it happened rn and i had to start blasting music to make it go away i litteraly can’t stand being alone w my thoughts