Been doing a lot of self evaluating, I seem to know myself better as time goes on.
A lot of women view me as a beta male I think, even when I was younger, because I displayed a lot of beta male characteristics, like being honest, loyal, reliable, agreeable, this made most women have no interest in me, but the occasional woman would claim to be "in love with me" after having just met me because they viewed me as a potential long term partner.
I don't have a problem with being viewed as a beta male by most, but I always think these women who confess their love for me after just meeting me are crazy and its an instant turn off, I dont want a woman to play hard to get but I dont want her giving it all away without me putting in any work at all.
Its usually women who are average looking who would confess their love to me quickly, as they seen me as above average looking and showing beta characteristics making me ideal for a long term partner.
Never in my prime did I have a stacy throw herself at me because shes holding out for chad, and at my best I was a HTN or a "tweener" as some dubbed me (caught between normie and chad).
Based on my interactions with women I put myself as a 6.5/10 (in my prime) with a lot of beta characteristics, If I could get back to that I could probably settle down with a 5/10 and have a satisfying marriage/relationship, if I became more alpha I could probably score a "tweener" girl (6.5/10), though such a relationship would likely not last long as alpha males are better for a fling or short term relationship.
I wish I could have the best of both worlds and get a stacy and settle down with her and start a family but that will never happen (stacy is 8/10), stacy is holding out for chad who has big money and lots of friends, my literal best selling points were the very things that kept me from getting a stacy, and that is being honest, loyal, reliable, and agreeable, I would literally have to change my entire personality to score a stacy.
A lot of women view me as a beta male I think, even when I was younger, because I displayed a lot of beta male characteristics, like being honest, loyal, reliable, agreeable, this made most women have no interest in me, but the occasional woman would claim to be "in love with me" after having just met me because they viewed me as a potential long term partner.
I don't have a problem with being viewed as a beta male by most, but I always think these women who confess their love for me after just meeting me are crazy and its an instant turn off, I dont want a woman to play hard to get but I dont want her giving it all away without me putting in any work at all.
Its usually women who are average looking who would confess their love to me quickly, as they seen me as above average looking and showing beta characteristics making me ideal for a long term partner.
Never in my prime did I have a stacy throw herself at me because shes holding out for chad, and at my best I was a HTN or a "tweener" as some dubbed me (caught between normie and chad).
Based on my interactions with women I put myself as a 6.5/10 (in my prime) with a lot of beta characteristics, If I could get back to that I could probably settle down with a 5/10 and have a satisfying marriage/relationship, if I became more alpha I could probably score a "tweener" girl (6.5/10), though such a relationship would likely not last long as alpha males are better for a fling or short term relationship.
I wish I could have the best of both worlds and get a stacy and settle down with her and start a family but that will never happen (stacy is 8/10), stacy is holding out for chad who has big money and lots of friends, my literal best selling points were the very things that kept me from getting a stacy, and that is being honest, loyal, reliable, and agreeable, I would literally have to change my entire personality to score a stacy.
