who fucking carrreesss anymore

[junebug]

I'm so done with everything
idk
I've been so burnt out for months what else should I do other than ldar???? going out with friends today was so rare and even then my fragile foid self somehow got injured

I feel like I've lost my will to do anything at this point. I haven't been to church in weeks, I got a job because I had to, I have to take shit from the dude who used to stalk me STILL, man the list just goes on

I need to go back to church. It always gets better after I go.

 

[scotfield]

I'm so done with everything
idk
I've been so burnt out for months what else should I do other than ldar???? going out with friends today was so rare and even then my fragile foid self somehow got injured

I feel like I've lost my will to do anything at this point. I haven't been to church in weeks, I got a job because I had to, I have to take shit from the dude who used to stalk me STILL, man the list just goes on

I need to go back to church. It always gets better after I go.

Do you think about ending it

 

[junebug]

Do you think about ending it

no of course not
I think I'm a pretty high value human and I want to keep improving in hopes my life will get better

 

[scotfield]

no of course not
I think I'm a pretty high value human and I want to keep improving in hopes my life will get better

at least you're positive , do you think it helps ?

 

[junebug]

at least you're positive , do you think it helps ?

I'm not going to kill myself i'm just pissed that I've been at a plateau since forever and I don't see the point n doing stuff anymore
I need friends man

 

[scotfield]

I'm not going to kill myself i'm just pissed that I've been at a plateau since forever and I don't see the point n doing stuff anymore
I need friends man

you will , at university

 

[junebug]

you will , at university

okay
I trust you