Why am I like this?

[milk_inside_bag_of_milk]

I feel like I'm wired differently than other people. Friendships and relationships never clicked to me, the few friends I had were very temporary. I don't like talking, I don't find enjoyment in socializing, I don't like going out.

Ever since I was a kid I was more connected to the internet, or objects like plushies. I always played alone, and my mom told me I was a very quiet kid. Now she tells me I'm very emotionless like a robot.

Maybe the dysfunctional family and trauma I grew up with have contributed a lot. I don't feel normal at all. I don't feel human. Everywhere I go people have friends but I don't.

I just don't know how I'll go with my life. I do have normal goals ahead of me, persuing masters, wanting to improve my body, I'd like to travel, but anything else in a social sense? Nothing.

 

[Evilthinker21]

I guess bro

 

[Hypertrophy]

Dont post this here. Nobody cares for you or your problems

 

[milk_inside_bag_of_milk]

Dont post this here. Nobody cares for you or your problems

...Ok??

 

[Hypertrophy]

...Ok??

Delete ts now

 

[pizza-san]

Dont post this here. Nobody cares for you or your problems

I like to know what goes on in other people's minds

 

[milk_inside_bag_of_milk]

I like to know what goes on in other people's minds

Thanks Pizza.

 

[pizza-san]

Thanks Pizza.

 

[Vastu07]

I guess bro

 

[Mystericus]

I feel like I'm wired differently than other people. Friendships and relationships never clicked to me, the few friends I had were very temporary. I don't like talking, I don't find enjoyment in socializing, I don't like going out.

Ever since I was a kid I was more connected to the internet, or objects like plushies. I always played alone, and my mom told me I was a very quiet kid. Now she tells me I'm very emotionless like a robot.

Maybe the dysfunctional family and trauma I grew up with have contributed a lot. I don't feel normal at all. I don't feel human. Everywhere I go people have friends but I don't.

I just don't know how I'll go with my life. I do have normal goals ahead of me, persuing masters, wanting to improve my body, I'd like to travel, but anything else in a social sense? Nothing.

Nothing wrong with that. Just don't LDAR & become a bum; find yourself steady income and a decent environment, who cares if you don't like to hang out with people?

 

[milk_inside_bag_of_milk]

Nothing wrong with that. Just don't LDAR & become a bum; find yourself steady income and a decent environment, who cares if you don't like to hang out with people?

Thanks. I'll try to distract myself with that.

 

[RoseCrown]

You might have asperger's and also having a dsyfunctional family in childhood can make you disconnected socially. But you said it yourself: you don't feel the same social needs as others so you should stop beating yourself when you feel like you don't have friends. I think the best thing you can do right now is make your travel plan concrete and just go for a 1-2 week trip.
Also it's a tough pill to swallow but people don't gaf about your problems even if you're having it very rough. It's just how it is.

 

[Adamlul]

I feel like I'm wired differently than other people. Friendships and relationships never clicked to me, the few friends I had were very temporary. I don't like talking, I don't find enjoyment in socializing, I don't like going out.

Ever since I was a kid I was more connected to the internet, or objects like plushies. I always played alone, and my mom told me I was a very quiet kid. Now she tells me I'm very emotionless like a robot.

Maybe the dysfunctional family and trauma I grew up with have contributed a lot. I don't feel normal at all. I don't feel human. Everywhere I go people have friends but I don't.

I just don't know how I'll go with my life. I do have normal goals ahead of me, persuing masters, wanting to improve my body, I'd like to travel, but anything else in a social sense? Nothing.

It’s OK bro it won’t get better. Were you in the house all the time growing up?

 

[Udai]

Bro u don 't listen to people over here . Leave this forum , it is bit of toxic , if u can .

Focus on your life bro , Get to know David Goggins , if u can .

 

[Soprano]

Dont post this here. Nobody cares for you or your problems

This also goes for the rest of the internet nobody actually gives a fuck

 

[tchiki brr]

This also goes for the rest of the internet nobody actually gives a fuck

U could say it less rude btw

 

[Soprano]

U could say it less rude btw

I didn’t mean it like that but ur right sorry

 

[tchiki brr]

I didn’t mean it like that but ur right sorry

Why sorry to me sorry to her

 

[Soprano]

Why sorry to me sorry to her

I’m sure she’s able to read don’t do to much now

 

[tchiki brr]

I’m sure she’s able to read don’t do to much now

Most empathic person :

 

[Soprano]

Most empathic person :

I can tell ur slow