why am i still depressed?

[ToryToad]

i have been depressed for over a year mainly cause i got bullied and was a social outcast.
im no longer as ugly as i used to be and im still improving, but thats not the point, im no longer getting bullied cause i can defend myself now
for a long time my purpose in life was just to not get bullied,
i dont have a purpose anymore
going to the gym is nice and all but i dislike going to school and just lioving in general even when i should be having fun
everyday is the same and meaningless, i dont have people that i like and i also dont care anymore about the opinion of others, im still a social outcast but i dont want friends to hang out with, i hate people
life feels like im just waiting for death

 

[Trevor1]

Maybe stop posting anime slop

 

[ToryToad]

Maybe stop posting anime slop

no correlation

 

[arya]

i dont have people that i like and i also dont care anymore about the opinion of others, im still a social outcast but i dont want friends to hang out with, i hate people

you only feel this because you dont have friends rn if you did you wont feel all this

 

[Devious_Egg]

maybe its just something that comes with bullying
i still feel like the "me" in my head is the version bullied
even though im better objectively now

 

[𐲀 𐲢 𐲠 𐲀 𐲇 𐲰]

 

[ToryToad]

maybe its just something that comes with bullying
i still feel like the "me" in my head is the version bullied
even though im better objectively now

yea that makes sense

you only feel this because you dont have friends rn if you did you wont feel all this

its hard to find real friends

 

[Xx_Sh4tteredHe4rt_xX]

i have been depressed for over a year mainly cause i got bullied and was a social outcast.
im no longer as ugly as i used to be and im still improving, but thats not the point, im no longer getting bullied cause i can defend myself now
for a long time my purpose in life was just to not get bullied,
i dont have a purpose anymore
going to the gym is nice and all but i dislike going to school and just lioving in general even when i should be having fun
everyday is the same and meaningless, i dont have people that i like and i also dont care anymore about the opinion of others, im still a social outcast but i dont want friends to hang out with, i hate people
life feels like im just waiting for death
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idk man i see so many people say the same and my best advice is to make strong relationships/friendships but that doesn't help anyone cuz none of u like people so i've got nothing

 

[arya]

its hard to find real friends

maybe in highschool but i think later on you will find

 

[Devious_Egg]

idk man i see so many people say the same and my best advice is to make strong relationships/friendships but that doesn't help anyone cuz none of u like people so i've got nothing

its hard. i have friends but i just feel like everyones friends with me beaucse they pity me or mirin me and not genuinely want to be friends with me ((((