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For me it is opposite. I feel lighter, better. I am simply able to be without reason. I am more tolerant too.
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Alcohol is inhibits the central nervous system, it make you think less, be more numb in general. This is probably why.For me it is opposite. I feel lighter, better. I am simply able to be without reason. I am more tolerant too.
You people are so alien. Why do you want to be numb? It brings no solution, it only puts a moving pause. You think things have stopped but they never have. Maybe it is how our brains are wired. Or maybe since I really feel things, I can feel them better when I am less restrained. Do not get me, I know very well it is not the full experience of being humane in that sense but at least I know what it somewhat feels like. I can only say I am lightly envious of humanimals.Thats the point
Repressing
Is to push it
Until all you feel
Is obselete
No problems mattered anyway
All is well
That is what I was thinking.Alcohol is inhibits the central nervous system, it make you think less, be more numb in general. This is probably why.
and funny. you do discuss some interesting things while under the influence.For me it is opposite. I feel lighter, better. I am simply able to be without reason. I am more tolerant too.
Indeed. I do believe it is time we replay repo once more? DM me if you are free to do so. Maybe we can ask other forum members. Do you have lethal company? That is a personal favourite of mine.and funny. you do discuss some interesting things while under the influence.
It's better to be numb then to be in agonyYou people are so alien. Why do you want to be numb? It brings no solution, it only puts a moving pause. You think things have stopped but they never have. Maybe it is how our brains are wired. Or maybe since I really feel things, I can feel them better when I am less restrained. Do not get me, I know very well it is not the full experience of being humane in that sense but at least I know what it somewhat feels like. I can only say I am lightly envious of humanimals.
That is what I was thinking.
right now? I'd love to, I'm only free for an hour or so if that's okay. I do not have lethal company, but I will put it on my wishlist and see what I can do in the coming weeks.Indeed. I do believe it is time we replay repo once more? DM me if you are free to do so. Maybe we can ask other forum members. Do you have lethal company? That is a personal favourite of mine.
I never had any real problems as a kid. I had good parents, a strong family line and decent friends. Only silence was what made me, what I am now. Isolation is quite an interesting thing. You either completely snap due to it, or you become a victim of your own success. I became strong, too strong mentally. I do not fear insanity since I am always aware, even if I am completely drunk or even in my dreams. I will always be, I will always think and I cannot think then I cannot be.It's better to be numb then to be in agony
Most alcoholics develop from trauma, it's not between feeling numb or okay, it's between feeling numb or world ending pain
R u not human?
Whatever suits you the most. We can get on later since I am fully free today, so when you are less retrained by time, I am glad to come by. Just make sure to dm me.right now? I'd love to, I'm only free for an hour or so if that's okay. I do not have lethal company, but I will put it on my wishlist and see what I can do in the coming weeks.
oh lovely! check discord, I'll discuss timing thereI never had any real problems as a kid. I had good parents, a strong family line and decent friends. Only silence was what made me, what I am now. Isolation is quite an interesting thing. You either completely snap due to it, or you become a victim of your own success. I became strong, too strong mentally. I do not fear insanity since I am always aware, even if I am completely drunk or even in my dreams. I will always be, I will always think and I cannot think then I cannot be.
Whatever suits you the most. We can get on later since I am fully free today, so when you are less retrained by time, I am glad to come by. Just make sure to dm me.
Well im glad for you atleastI never had any real problems as a kid. I had good parents, a strong family line and decent friends. Only silence was what made me, what I am now. Isolation is quite an interesting thing. You either completely snap due to it, or you become a victim of your own success. I became strong, too strong mentally. I do not fear insanity since I am always aware, even if I am completely drunk or even in my dreams. I will always be, I will always think and I cannot think then I cannot be.
Whatever suits you the most. We can get on later since I am fully free today, so when you are less retrained by time, I am glad to come by. Just make sure to dm me.
I have spent the last 10 years of my life removing parts of my psyche and replacing it with something better. I have traded away a lot of what many would never. Did it make me stronger? Less prone to emotional reactions and think faster? Yes, it has but as far as I can be superior to mankind, I do not make up in superiority to basic existence. Do not forget this about life, everything has a cost. From the smallest reactions to rewiring yourself mentally to being more better.Well im glad for you atleast
I'm sorry isolation was your problem, people can be cruel and whorishly unaccepting and picky of who to accept
Do you really think alot while drunk?
I normally do when im just buzzed, think theorize and yap
But when im drunk I cant even remember words lol
I fear im far too ill to isolate at this point, it's why I rot with other rottersI have spent the last 10 years of my life removing parts of my psyche and replacing it with something better. I have traded away a lot of what many would never. Did it make me stronger? Less prone to emotional reactions and think faster? Yes, it has but as far as I can be superior to mankind, I do not make up in superiority to basic existence. Do not forget this about life, everything has a cost. From the smallest reactions to rewiring yourself mentally to being more better.
Yes. Isolation was my greatest gift; it is a very cruel but an effective teacher. The only way you can pass the test, if you are able to put yourself back together. Some never leave it, some get consumed and only a few leave but with heavy changes. You can either get a great and understanding man; or someone who is severely ill mentally. Yet I must say, if you are sane; never isolate yourself. It will bring no good. Short peroids of it can work but you have to be mentally ready.