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You don't meet their expectations
 
Duchesse said:
yeah
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it's bad tbh. i've not written any stories since elementary school + it is just some random shit, tbh. i already posted it on some night thread, but i'll paste it here
 
Duchesse said:
yeah
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The elevator door closed jolting my mind a little "ahh that was it" - I realized. My gaze turned towards you and a small murmur of ehms and uhms came as I pulled on your jacket trying to wake up your dormant expression, an "elevator-state," you could say.

So sudden and unexpected this pull, you turned to investigate slightly confused and a hint of irritation in the air.

My mind trembles.

Oh, this is not the time.

"ehh - n-nothing" - I whisper, barely audible.

Fast look away. Ground. A lot of shoes. Too many shoes.

A kid?

He is clinging to his mother's leg, head turned like an owl.

Me? He looks curious. Confused.

"heh..he," I mumble. Awkward.

The look does not change, the boy is more invested.

I need to hide.

My hand instinctively rises to my mouth. This feels nice. A bit more up. "huuh huu.."

I feel the air coming from my nose, hitting the palm of my hand.

Comfort. Stop? The elevator stopped. So free.

My eyes brighten up, the room's pressure dissipates. I grab your arm and lean forward whilst taking a step

"so i was tellin.."

"This is not our floor." You say promptly.

"uhh, ah yeh?" I whisper.

Slight confusion.

This never happens to me. Odd.

Well. That was a bit... awkward. I look up. Calm. Why am I calm?

The boy?

I look down. He is still looking. He tugs his mother closer.

"Honey, what is it?"

"uhm... i-i.."

Monster.

He has seen... a monster.
 
Nenestar said:
it's bad tbh. i've not written any stories since elementary school + it is just some random shit, tbh. i already posted it on some night thread, but i'll paste it here
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Tuff if u make more @ me
 
Nenestar said:
The elevator door closed jolting my mind a little "ahh that was it" - I realized. My gaze turned towards you and a small murmur of ehms and uhms came as I pulled on your jacket trying to wake up your dormant expression, an "elevator-state," you could say.

So sudden and unexpected this pull, you turned to investigate slightly confused and a hint of irritation in the air.

My mind trembles.

Oh, this is not the time.

"ehh - n-nothing" - I whisper, barely audible.

Fast look away. Ground. A lot of shoes. Too many shoes.

A kid?

He is clinging to his mother's leg, head turned like an owl.

Me? He looks curious. Confused.

"heh..he," I mumble. Awkward.

The look does not change, the boy is more invested.

I need to hide.

My hand instinctively rises to my mouth. This feels nice. A bit more up. "huuh huu.."

I feel the air coming from my nose, hitting the palm of my hand.

Comfort. Stop? The elevator stopped. So free.

My eyes brighten up, the room's pressure dissipates. I grab your arm and lean forward whilst taking a step

"so i was tellin.."

"This is not our floor." You say promptly.

"uhh, ah yeh?" I whisper.

Slight confusion.

This never happens to me. Odd.

Well. That was a bit... awkward. I look up. Calm. Why am I calm?

The boy?

I look down. He is still looking. He tugs his mother closer.

"Honey, what is it?"

"uhm... i-i.."

Monster.

He has seen... a monster.
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dnr great story im sure tho
 
Nenestar said:
The elevator door closed jolting my mind a little "ahh that was it" - I realized. My gaze turned towards you and a small murmur of ehms and uhms came as I pulled on your jacket trying to wake up your dormant expression, an "elevator-state," you could say.

So sudden and unexpected this pull, you turned to investigate slightly confused and a hint of irritation in the air.

My mind trembles.

Oh, this is not the time.

"ehh - n-nothing" - I whisper, barely audible.

Fast look away. Ground. A lot of shoes. Too many shoes.

A kid?

He is clinging to his mother's leg, head turned like an owl.

Me? He looks curious. Confused.

"heh..he," I mumble. Awkward.

The look does not change, the boy is more invested.

I need to hide.

My hand instinctively rises to my mouth. This feels nice. A bit more up. "huuh huu.."

I feel the air coming from my nose, hitting the palm of my hand.

Comfort. Stop? The elevator stopped. So free.

My eyes brighten up, the room's pressure dissipates. I grab your arm and lean forward whilst taking a step

"so i was tellin.."

"This is not our floor." You say promptly.

"uhh, ah yeh?" I whisper.

Slight confusion.

This never happens to me. Odd.

Well. That was a bit... awkward. I look up. Calm. Why am I calm?

The boy?

I look down. He is still looking. He tugs his mother closer.

"Honey, what is it?"

"uhm... i-i.."

Monster.

He has seen... a monster.
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it's as if you're describing a dream, does it relate to your panick attacks ?
but great story but i don't know if i've understood the story
 
Nenestar said:
The elevator door closed jolting my mind a little "ahh that was it" - I realized. My gaze turned towards you and a small murmur of ehms and uhms came as I pulled on your jacket trying to wake up your dormant expression, an "elevator-state," you could say.

So sudden and unexpected this pull, you turned to investigate slightly confused and a hint of irritation in the air.

My mind trembles.

Oh, this is not the time.

"ehh - n-nothing" - I whisper, barely audible.

Fast look away. Ground. A lot of shoes. Too many shoes.

A kid?

He is clinging to his mother's leg, head turned like an owl.

Me? He looks curious. Confused.

"heh..he," I mumble. Awkward.

The look does not change, the boy is more invested.

I need to hide.

My hand instinctively rises to my mouth. This feels nice. A bit more up. "huuh huu.."

I feel the air coming from my nose, hitting the palm of my hand.

Comfort. Stop? The elevator stopped. So free.

My eyes brighten up, the room's pressure dissipates. I grab your arm and lean forward whilst taking a step

"so i was tellin.."

"This is not our floor." You say promptly.

"uhh, ah yeh?" I whisper.

Slight confusion.

This never happens to me. Odd.

Well. That was a bit... awkward. I look up. Calm. Why am I calm?

The boy?

I look down. He is still looking. He tugs his mother closer.

"Honey, what is it?"

"uhm... i-i.."

Monster.

He has seen... a monster.
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analysis incoming!!!
he was like scared cus so many people and being judged and shit like panic attack and because of that when the elevator comes to a stop he want to leave but its not his floor and the mc is prolly like hella ugly cus then the kid get scared
the mc views himself as a monster (most likely due to his looks)
Duchesse said:
it's as if you're describing a dream, does it relate to your panick attacks ?
but great story but i don't know if i've understood the story
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iq pill broootallllllllll super high iq analyisiss
 
Duchesse said:
it's as if you're describing a dream, does it relate to your panick attacks ?
but great story but i don't know if i've understood the story
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a part of it is. you kinda isolate in your own head and the thoughts get very short. you just asses surroundings/threats (hypervigilance). but yeah, i don't know why i even picked the elevator, lol. i was just writing random shit tbh.

yeah, it's not really a story just some person having an anxiety attack and the kid sees it and doesn't really understand what it is, so he thinks it is a monster (someone who is jittery and not in control of oneself probably looks very odd to a kid)

thanks, idk why i wrote it, lol. i just couldn't sleep
 
Nenestar said:
a part of it is. you kinda isolate in your own head and the thoughts get very short. you just asses surroundings/threats (hypervigilance). but yeah, i don't know why i even picked the elevator, lol. i was just writing random shit tbh.

yeah, it's not really a story just some person having an anxiety attack and the kid sees it and doesn't really understand what it is, so he thinks it is a monster (someone who is jittery and not in control of oneself probably looks very odd to a kid)

thanks, idk why i wrote it, lol. i just couldn't sleep
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Good story , i'm scared of anxiety /pannick attack tho
 
Duchesse said:
Good story , i'm scared of anxiety /pannick attack tho
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they are really bad. i used to think anxiety/panic attacks were a meme before i got them. you just cannot do anything, you can't just "calm down." makes you realize how little control you actually have

the best way to really describe it is like you feel like a man with a knife is coming towards you and you just have to stay still and he'll kill you freely (you genuinely feel like you're going to die at any second). i think it was a bit worse for me as i had somatic symptom disorder so i was VERY focused on my heart and stuff + it makes you hyper aware of you body. it's the worst. you just cannot live it with
 
Nenestar said:
they are really bad. i used to think anxiety/panic attacks were a meme before i got them. you just cannot do anything, you can't just "calm down."

the best way to really describe it is like you feel like a man with a knife is coming towards you and you just have to stay still and he'll kill you freely (you genuinely feel like you're going to die at any second). i think it was a bit worse for me as i had somatic symptom disorder so i was VERY focused on my heart and stuff + it makes you hyper aware of you body. it's the worst. you just cannot live it with
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I’ve only had 2 panic attacks in my life it was hell
 
paulyune said:
I’ve only had 2 panic attacks in my life it was hell
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yeah, i had this period of 6 months, basically every day i had at least 3 or some. it was just absurd. i don't get them anymore, only like 1 every couple of months that last only 30sec to 2min. back then they lasted for like 20+ min
 
Nenestar said:
yeah, i had this period of 6 months, basically every day i had at least 3 or some. it was just absurd. i don't get them anymore, only like 1 every couple of months that last only 30sec to 2min. back then they lasted for like 20+ min
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Aw im so sorry about that and I genuinely feel bad. I hope you get them less often ☹️💔
 
paulyune said:
Aw im so sorry about that and I genuinely feel bad. I hope you get them less often ☹️💔
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that wasn't even really the worse part, i was basically 90% of the day in this high anxiety mode + then i got those attacks. it was just hell.

but that's so long ago

thanks
 
Nenestar said:
that wasn't even really the worse part, i was basically 90% of the day in this high anxiety mode + then i got those attacks. it was just hell.

but that's so long ago

thanks
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Much love I’m glad ur better :peepoLove:
 
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