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all my life i have been ugly. i have never gotten any male attention at all even from "ugly" moids. no moid has ever asked for my number, instagram, or my snapchat. i have never had a boyfriend or even a talking stage. i used to be bullied by so many moids starting in ellamentry school they would call me names, call me gay and a lesbian, and tell me how ugly i was to my face. middle school didn't change at all. i would either be completely ignored or they would accuse me of being gay and call me so skinny that when i had sex the dick would be visible. high school didnt change either. they told the school i sa'd someone, they made fun of me to my face or again they would just straight up ignore me. because of this i had very little freinds and i was such a lonely person. i hated myself so much that i almost comitted suicide.
the summer before my junior year i decided to lock in. i started working out, eating healthy, taking meds, and doing pretty much anything i could to get better looking. it worked and when i came back to school i will admit that not only the moids but everyone else as well started treating me better. but it was mainly the moids. it wasn't great to be honest, but i have actually been able to talk to the same moids to bullies and tormented be for the first two years of high school.
even though i ascended i still get almost zero male attention. i am constantly freind zoned, i have never been complimented for my looks or been called pretty by a guy and its gonna be a while until i actually experience love which will probably never happen but we'll see. anyways i just wanted to post this because i have seen a lot of moids online talking about how bullied they were cus of their looks and acting like women and girls don't go through the same exact thing.
what i realized as well is that the only way to ever be loved in this world is to be pretty. and i will do whatever it takes to do so. like i just wanna be loved bro. is that too much to ask for.
the summer before my junior year i decided to lock in. i started working out, eating healthy, taking meds, and doing pretty much anything i could to get better looking. it worked and when i came back to school i will admit that not only the moids but everyone else as well started treating me better. but it was mainly the moids. it wasn't great to be honest, but i have actually been able to talk to the same moids to bullies and tormented be for the first two years of high school.
even though i ascended i still get almost zero male attention. i am constantly freind zoned, i have never been complimented for my looks or been called pretty by a guy and its gonna be a while until i actually experience love which will probably never happen but we'll see. anyways i just wanted to post this because i have seen a lot of moids online talking about how bullied they were cus of their looks and acting like women and girls don't go through the same exact thing.
what i realized as well is that the only way to ever be loved in this world is to be pretty. and i will do whatever it takes to do so. like i just wanna be loved bro. is that too much to ask for.