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shortly, we talked for 4 months, 2 years ago but i didnt want to be his gf that time because i catched few lies so couldnt trust his words. finally we said goodbye to each other nicely, he found a new girl from abroad and i was happy for him either. then he broke up w her and tried to talk to me again, i didnt reply just took a screenshot and send it directly to the other girl.
she said that ''he talked sht about you, said that he bought you a whole meal but you could just afford a cheap coffee''(wtf). that meal was from mcdonalds btw and he wanted to pay so i felt bad and bought us coffee thats all. i cant explain how those words hurt me that time, there was no gold to dig and we were both going to high scholl lmao anyways. after few months i saw a message from an unknown number says ''hi i missed you'' ofc it was him.
when i asked why he said such things about me to his new girl, he said he did it because i rejected him and he felt broke. from my perspective, i've never had a relationship and i was afraid of getting my heart broken, i was way too much introvert compare to him. when i saw him talking to other girls on insta, i didn't even get angry or said anything bad. i just wanted to be alone, he find a new girl and i moved on. but still i dont understand why does he tried to talk w me again and again every f summer.. yesterday i saw a sad edit on tiktok that he made from my message (i sent that message to him 2 years ago fr, i said i dont love you thats all). why he loves to play the victim, he thinks i rejected him just because how he look like but it was all about his personality and lies istg. he may like me but it wasnt love. he asked me to dye my hair blonde, wear more skirts, lose face fat I WAS JUST FCKIN 16 OKAY
. now we live in different cities and lastly talked again this summer. everything was okay , i even wished him luck and lots of happiness for university. but after months, yesterday i saw that tiktok and couldnt believe my eyes i also checked his reposts and it was depressed af. if it's so easy to tell someone ''i love you'' then why is it so hard to not talk badly behind their back even after years? why he uses my words as preworkout, instead he could just improve his personality. im rlly afraid of to met w a horrific guy like him again so isolated myself since then.
i just tryied to improve my mind, studies, family, how i look and its not bothering me at all. yes those words broke my heart but i cant use anyone as a glue, i still dont ready to date with anyone, im still learning and improving. i want my man to be smart, funny and not sneaky. maybe he just wanted interaction and it doesn't matter that much, but i just wonder in general why exes always comes back? tysm if you read till here, it means a lotttt
she said that ''he talked sht about you, said that he bought you a whole meal but you could just afford a cheap coffee''(wtf). that meal was from mcdonalds btw and he wanted to pay so i felt bad and bought us coffee thats all. i cant explain how those words hurt me that time, there was no gold to dig and we were both going to high scholl lmao anyways. after few months i saw a message from an unknown number says ''hi i missed you'' ofc it was him.
when i asked why he said such things about me to his new girl, he said he did it because i rejected him and he felt broke. from my perspective, i've never had a relationship and i was afraid of getting my heart broken, i was way too much introvert compare to him. when i saw him talking to other girls on insta, i didn't even get angry or said anything bad. i just wanted to be alone, he find a new girl and i moved on. but still i dont understand why does he tried to talk w me again and again every f summer.. yesterday i saw a sad edit on tiktok that he made from my message (i sent that message to him 2 years ago fr, i said i dont love you thats all). why he loves to play the victim, he thinks i rejected him just because how he look like but it was all about his personality and lies istg. he may like me but it wasnt love. he asked me to dye my hair blonde, wear more skirts, lose face fat I WAS JUST FCKIN 16 OKAY
. now we live in different cities and lastly talked again this summer. everything was okay , i even wished him luck and lots of happiness for university. but after months, yesterday i saw that tiktok and couldnt believe my eyes i also checked his reposts and it was depressed af. if it's so easy to tell someone ''i love you'' then why is it so hard to not talk badly behind their back even after years? why he uses my words as preworkout, instead he could just improve his personality. im rlly afraid of to met w a horrific guy like him again so isolated myself since then.
i just tryied to improve my mind, studies, family, how i look and its not bothering me at all. yes those words broke my heart but i cant use anyone as a glue, i still dont ready to date with anyone, im still learning and improving. i want my man to be smart, funny and not sneaky. maybe he just wanted interaction and it doesn't matter that much, but i just wonder in general why exes always comes back? tysm if you read till here, it means a lotttt
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