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As ive mentioned i was raised almost exclusively around women, two moms, buncha sisters, all-female friend groups, so i kinda took in their messaging of emotions = good
But now ive grown up, ive realised they so totally fucked me with that!, cus sure im pretty kind, i care about people a lot, but kindness is typically reciprocated with hostility when your male so like i can just go get fucked huH! sometimes i really really envy dudes who had actual men present in their life before the age age of 14.
And other times i just resent women for setting me up to either 1. transition/become gay if i wanna continue being a sensitive cnt and not get nothing but trouble for it, or 2. forcibly harden my heart and deal with all the consequences of repressing at an indeterminate date.
But now ive grown up, ive realised they so totally fucked me with that!, cus sure im pretty kind, i care about people a lot, but kindness is typically reciprocated with hostility when your male so like i can just go get fucked huH! sometimes i really really envy dudes who had actual men present in their life before the age age of 14.
And other times i just resent women for setting me up to either 1. transition/become gay if i wanna continue being a sensitive cnt and not get nothing but trouble for it, or 2. forcibly harden my heart and deal with all the consequences of repressing at an indeterminate date.