PlayboyDex
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I know you may not believe me, but I bagged a 5'6 Blue Eyed Blonde Haired Stacy lite (Stacy SMV Wise.) who played Soccer, Volleyball and Basketball. She wanted me first, and this was some time ago now, she wanted me more than I wanted her for a time, despite her SMV mogging me.
I really just fucked it all up. Despite me during this time i ranging from low HTN facially at 6'1 and probably Chadlite-Chad SMV at my school at this time, i still messed it up with this absolute dime.
Long story short, i was so insecure, scared and prideful that I could not constiently talk to her. We would hang out infrequently over the span of 2 months, I would blow her off, and she wasn't perfect, but the reason for things ending like they did, and how fast that they did, was really me.
I overthought everything, she made it worse because of her slight past, but she never "cheated" she never tried to mess with other guys while with me, she was understanding and caring, and would constantly have to reasure me that everything was okay and she wasn't gonna leave me and that I was not "cooked" (id say i was all the time).
I say this for you all here, most if not all of us suffer from some sort of ADS (abused dog syndrome) we probably are avoidant attachted, fearful attatched, or some other harmful attachment style. Its not our fault we ended up this way, but it is our problem if we stay this way.
Learn from your past mistakes with girls, it took me 2 years of fucking up before I even started to realize that I am obv the common denominator here.
You can see my account, I have been here for years, never trolled, never BSed, you can believe if you want, but its true.
I fucked it all up.
I know you may not believe me, but I bagged a 5'6 Blue Eyed Blonde Haired Stacy lite (Stacy SMV Wise.) who played Soccer, Volleyball and Basketball. She wanted me first, and this was some time ago now, she wanted me more than I wanted her for a time, despite her SMV mogging me.
I really just fucked it all up. Despite me during this time i ranging from low HTN facially at 6'1 and probably Chadlite-Chad SMV at my school at this time, i still messed it up with this absolute dime.
Long story short, i was so insecure, scared and prideful that I could not constiently talk to her. We would hang out infrequently over the span of 2 months, I would blow her off, and she wasn't perfect, but the reason for things ending like they did, and how fast that they did, was really me.
I overthought everything, she made it worse because of her slight past, but she never "cheated" she never tried to mess with other guys while with me, she was understanding and caring, and would constantly have to reasure me that everything was okay and she wasn't gonna leave me and that I was not "cooked" (id say i was all the time).
I say this for you all here, most if not all of us suffer from some sort of ADS (abused dog syndrome) we probably are avoidant attachted, fearful attatched, or some other harmful attachment style. Its not our fault we ended up this way, but it is our problem if we stay this way.
Learn from your past mistakes with girls, it took me 2 years of fucking up before I even started to realize that I am obv the common denominator here.
You can see my account, I have been here for years, never trolled, never BSed, you can believe if you want, but its true.
I fucked it all up.