PlayboyDex
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POSSIBILITY OF SEX
Real and constant connection with people is the KEY to ending PORN addiction. As we should know by now, Porn addiction is a legit addiction that has the same addictive effects as a drug like hardcore heroin or crack.
Over the last 7 years since I first watched porn, the only 2 times I was ever able to go past 9 days was When I bagged my oneitis and there was a genuine possibly of us having sex, so I did not feel the need or want to goon at ALL. I knew gooning would harm my in game performance so I refused to do it and had 0 urge to do it despite being hornier than ever. I lasted 60 days (45 while i was with her and 15 days after she left me) before gooning again and then fell right back into the constant gooning.
Now, here in UNI, I am aware that I am subhuman atm and party season is over now where I live due to the weather, and realistcally I won't be having sex for the rest of 2025, up until Halloween that was not the case. I lost the urge COMPLETLY TO GOON, (iirc) the Sunday before i left to UNI. The thing was I had to tell myself i had to not goon at least a few days before i left, and then ever since then, I had not had a single urge to jerk off the ENTIRE TIME IN SCHOOL.
Connection
Now, a valid argument could be made that the real connections with people, romantic or not, is the main killer of porn addiction. i initially did not regard this as the main reason but a very secondary reason for my 2 streaks of not gooning, until i got to UNI. I have not talked with a girl in UNI more than 1 day in a row A SINGLE TIME, unlike with my HTB who would hang out with multiple times a week, text and snap every single day, and id see at school everyday.
When i am at uni, there is never a time where I am alone for more than 2 hours without walking by someone my age. I am never truly lonely or at least not to the degree that I am back home. I do not speak with my mom at all, i am back home now and i just ignore her for the most part, at school, I can go hang with some friends within minutes at pretty much any time of the day or night. I do not have any girls in my life at all which sucks but even still, I AM HORNY ASF 24/7 AT UNI yet dont goon.
I dont even want casual sex either yet im still prepared in a sense for it. I have some friends back home, but i dont/cant hang out with them at any given moment of the day, nor do i really want to like at uni. Its inconvient here at home. So i will be absolutely alone in my room and or general house for HOURS at a time, nobody around me but me.
Addiction is Cope
I am not "Addicted to porn", I am addicted to the emotional stimuli and connection it gives me, albite, artificial.
This is normal to want in a real form. I maladaptive daydream a shit ton now that i am back home, i have urges to watch porn and jerk off, I am not getting the adequate oxytocin and dopamine in my day to day life so my brain has to get it in artificial ways. I am back home, i already in the 3rd day being here have had the worst urges to goon since i left for UNI, i have already WATCHED, porn without jerking it for a couple seconds today, and actively tried looking for porn.
When you have genuine and constant connections with the people around you, addiction gets obliterated. Porn and these other copes only fill this busted bottle up temporarily as the water seeps,
Real connection and the possibility or guarantee of sex, is what ACTUALLY defeats Porn addiction,
Rant over,
-PBD
POSSIBILITY OF SEX
Real and constant connection with people is the KEY to ending PORN addiction. As we should know by now, Porn addiction is a legit addiction that has the same addictive effects as a drug like hardcore heroin or crack.
Over the last 7 years since I first watched porn, the only 2 times I was ever able to go past 9 days was When I bagged my oneitis and there was a genuine possibly of us having sex, so I did not feel the need or want to goon at ALL. I knew gooning would harm my in game performance so I refused to do it and had 0 urge to do it despite being hornier than ever. I lasted 60 days (45 while i was with her and 15 days after she left me) before gooning again and then fell right back into the constant gooning.
Now, here in UNI, I am aware that I am subhuman atm and party season is over now where I live due to the weather, and realistcally I won't be having sex for the rest of 2025, up until Halloween that was not the case. I lost the urge COMPLETLY TO GOON, (iirc) the Sunday before i left to UNI. The thing was I had to tell myself i had to not goon at least a few days before i left, and then ever since then, I had not had a single urge to jerk off the ENTIRE TIME IN SCHOOL.
Connection
Now, a valid argument could be made that the real connections with people, romantic or not, is the main killer of porn addiction. i initially did not regard this as the main reason but a very secondary reason for my 2 streaks of not gooning, until i got to UNI. I have not talked with a girl in UNI more than 1 day in a row A SINGLE TIME, unlike with my HTB who would hang out with multiple times a week, text and snap every single day, and id see at school everyday.
When i am at uni, there is never a time where I am alone for more than 2 hours without walking by someone my age. I am never truly lonely or at least not to the degree that I am back home. I do not speak with my mom at all, i am back home now and i just ignore her for the most part, at school, I can go hang with some friends within minutes at pretty much any time of the day or night. I do not have any girls in my life at all which sucks but even still, I AM HORNY ASF 24/7 AT UNI yet dont goon.
I dont even want casual sex either yet im still prepared in a sense for it. I have some friends back home, but i dont/cant hang out with them at any given moment of the day, nor do i really want to like at uni. Its inconvient here at home. So i will be absolutely alone in my room and or general house for HOURS at a time, nobody around me but me.
Addiction is Cope
I am not "Addicted to porn", I am addicted to the emotional stimuli and connection it gives me, albite, artificial.
This is normal to want in a real form. I maladaptive daydream a shit ton now that i am back home, i have urges to watch porn and jerk off, I am not getting the adequate oxytocin and dopamine in my day to day life so my brain has to get it in artificial ways. I am back home, i already in the 3rd day being here have had the worst urges to goon since i left for UNI, i have already WATCHED, porn without jerking it for a couple seconds today, and actively tried looking for porn.
When you have genuine and constant connections with the people around you, addiction gets obliterated. Porn and these other copes only fill this busted bottle up temporarily as the water seeps,
Real connection and the possibility or guarantee of sex, is what ACTUALLY defeats Porn addiction,
Rant over,
-PBD
