Serious being depressed and suicidal is cringe

[fatretardbr]

i have improved my life in different areas but im still too addicted to self hating and i want to stop that, but my mind is consumed by thoughts of how others don’t see me as human, it’s just a very unproductive state of mind and annoying to others, that despite everything are still by my side.


im trying to do less of that irl and only keep it online but its hard

i self cringe a lot bc it should be simple to let go

 

[BigDihDiddy]

Aren’t from Brazil? Ppl there are nice u can’t be depressed there f****t

Or virgin tbh even ugly men there cheat every weekend only way to be incel in Brazil is if ur autistic asf

 

[Randomized Shame]

It's hard to let it go. Things became easier for me when I realized that I'm never going to look like the people I envy, but I can look better than I do now. A lot of my anger came from the fact that I thought it was 'possible' for me to be extremely handsome I just couldn't afford it. The reality of it is, it's not possible, even with all of the money in the world. Being mad at myself for something that was impossible wasted my time from the things I could've improved.

 

[fatretardbr]

Aren’t from Brazil? Ppl there are nice u can’t be depressed there f****t

Or virgin tbh even ugly men there cheat every weekend only way to be incel in Brazil is if ur autistic asf

LOL people are in fact nice here but it can be harder to navigate if you’re introverted

i have always been too chronically online and pessimistic for the avg brazilian but im trying to change that

im not autistic but bipolar idk if it counts

also men here have much more value than women, brazilian girls fight to date homeless guys bc they’re addicted to male attention

 

[BigDihDiddy]

LOL people are in fact nice here but it can be harder to navigate if you’re introverted

i have always been too chronically online and pessimistic for the avg brazilian but im trying to change that

im not autistic but bipolar idk if it counts

also men here have much more value than women, brazilian girls fight to date homeless guys bc they’re addicted to male attention

Yeah it’s something I notice in Brazil I never met a male incel even guys who are 5’3 have their gf crying cause he’s cheating on her every weekend

Tho I don’t like the cheating culture in Brazil which appears to be normalised to the point it’s not seen as serious

 

[fatretardbr]

It's hard to let it go. Things became easier for me when I realized that I'm never going to look like the people I envy, but I can look better than I do now. A lot of my anger came from the fact that I thought it was 'possible' for me to be extremely handsome I just couldn't afford it. The reality of it is, it's not possible, even with all of the money in the world. Being mad at myself for something that was impossible wasted my time from the things I could've improved.

yes, grounding and being realistic is the way to go. this requires a level of self awareness i still don’t have.

but i admire that, theres more to life than we realize

 

[Randomized Shame]

yes, grounding and being realistic is the way to go. this requires a level of self awareness i still don’t have.

but i admire that, theres more to life than we realize

It's a skill you end up learning, just like everything else. It's very difficult though.

Why do you think you're addicted to self hating?

 

[fatretardbr]

Yeah it’s something I notice in Brazil I never met a male incel even guys who are 5’3 have their gf crying cause he’s cheating on her every weekend

Tho I don’t like the cheating culture in Brazil which appears to be normalised to the point it’s not seen as serious

exactly it’s the only country where a female incel has higher chances of existing (me)

ppl here are hypersexual in ways only ape dna could make someone it’s actually disgusting

the avg man has two mistresses that will even pay stuff for him lol

 

[jamesjones]

LOL people are in fact nice here but it can be harder to navigate if you’re introverted

i have always been too chronically online and pessimistic for the avg brazilian but im trying to change that

im not autistic but bipolar idk if it counts

also men here have much more value than women, brazilian girls fight to date homeless guys bc they’re addicted to male attention

Go play futbol on the beach and get a fat ass and u will pull a future Santos player

 

[BigDihDiddy]

exactly it’s the only country where a female incel has higher chances of existing (me)

ppl here are hypersexual in ways only ape dna could make someone it’s actually disgusting

the avg man has two mistresses that will even pay stuff for him lol

That’s the reason I’d never date a Brazilian girl even if easier ppl in Brazil are too hyper sexual so it’s likely they will cheat

Ppl think the west is becoming hyper sexual tho it’s not at Brazils level yet

 

[fatretardbr]

It's a skill you end up learning, just like everything else. It's very difficult though.

Why do you think you're addicted to self hating?

it’s my goal to learn this skill tbh.

i think it’s because it gives me a fake sense of control if i hate myself more than others hate me, and also protection no rejection will surprise or hurt me

anyway just mental illness

 

[jamesjones]

That’s the reason I’d never date a Brazilian girl even if easier ppl in Brazil are too hyper sexual so it’s likely they will cheat

Ppl think the west is becoming hyper sexual tho it’s not at Brazils level yet

carnival vids had my little weiner pumping as a kiddo

 

[fatretardbr]

Go play futbol on the beach and get a fat ass and u will pull a future Santos player

wow i wish life was this easy.

but im working hard to be a baddie by 30 after all my plastic surgery and silicone i will groom 19yo players

 

[Randomized Shame]

it’s my goal to learn this skill tbh.

i think it’s because it gives me a fake sense of control if i hate myself more than others hate me, and also protection no rejection will surprise or hurt me

anyway just mental illness

I get that. They can't hurt you if you're your biggest hater kind of situation. That's what I thought I was doing but the reality of it is, is whenever someone said something I was sensitive about (like about my looks/insecurities) it devastated me. It's kind of weird how mental illness tries to justify it's existence to you and you end up trusting it.

 

[jamesjones]

wow i wish life was this easy.

but im working hard to be a baddie by 30 after all my plastic surgery and silicone i will groom 19yo players

honestly just gymmaxx i think body is more important than face in brazil from my experience

 

[fatretardbr]

That’s the reason I’d never date a Brazilian girl even if easier ppl in Brazil are too hyper sexual so it’s likely they will cheat

Ppl think the west is becoming hyper sexual tho it’s not at Brazils level yet

brazilian girls are loyal specially if you have the gringo status, and they’re submissive and will serve you bc they’re just like that they serve even the most useless men here

fr westerns dont know that brazilian kids have orgies in middle school

and in college parties everyone EVERYONE kisses everyone but i think this has become the norm everywhere

 

[fatretardbr]

honestly just gymmaxx i think body is more important than face in brazil from my experience

my body is fucked up due to being obese i will have lots of loose skin and marks but yeah i will surgerymax too im already looking to have my bimax after i reach my weight loss goal

 

[BigDihDiddy]

brazilian girls are loyal specially if you have the gringo status, and they’re submissive and will serve you bc they’re just like that they serve even the most useless men here

fr westerns dont know that brazilian kids have orgies in middle school

and in college parties everyone EVERYONE kisses everyone but i think this has become the norm everywhere

Nah I love my mom but she’s a turbo whore

And even tho I haven’t been to Brazil in a long time I see Brazilian comedy and they always treat cheating like it’s normal

I just seems to me u see very very often jokes about cheating where the men and the women do it

Men might cheat more but I definitely think women there do too and the lower standards they have makes it even more likely

 

[fatretardbr]

Nah I love my mom but she’s a turbo whore

And even tho I haven’t been to Brazil in a long time I see Brazilian comedy and they always treat cheating like it’s normal

I just seems to me u see very very often jokes about cheating where the men and the women do it

Men might cheat more but I definitely think women there do too and the lower standards they have makes it even more likely

ok you’re right it is very normalized in our culture bc ppl are apes

 

[BigDihDiddy]

ok you’re right it is very normalized in our culture bc ppl are apes

Even the way carnival works it’s like a whole festival to fuck as much as possible

Brazilian women are touchy too like when I meet Brazilian women they are touchy even in front of their husbands both genders are

 

[fatretardbr]

Even the way carnival works it’s like a whole festival to fuck as much as possible

Brazilian women are touchy too like when I meat Brazilian women they are touchy even in front of their husbands both genders are

makes me sad that if you say you’re brazilian every western will think you’re easy and a whore but they’re right 95% of the time

the only non whores are very religious girls or the unfuckable

 

[fatretardbr]

Even the way carnival works it’s like a whole festival to fuck as much as possible

Brazilian women are touchy too like when I meet Brazilian women they are touchy even in front of their husbands both genders are

but i think in the end they’re right men loveeee whores

being a virgin as a woman if you dont have the certain looks or after like 19 is net negative

 

[BigDihDiddy]

but i think in the end they’re right men loveeee whores

being a virgin as a woman if you dont have the certain looks or after like 19 is net negative

In the west it’s the opposite tho women here are more annoying with their standards I know Brazilian women well enough to where I’d rather go for women here

I am also too autistic to keep up with family culture and all that

 

[fatretardbr]

In the west it’s the opposite tho women here are more annoying with their standards I know Brazilian women well enough to where I’d rather go for women here

I am also too autistic to keep up with family culture and all that

yeah you’re a gringo raised in german culture, only if you had a fetish for latinas etc it would work

but i know lots of guys do there’s a whole market to meet gringos and marry

 

[Wilk]

i have improved my life in different areas but im still too addicted to self hating and i want to stop that, but my mind is consumed by thoughts of how others don’t see me as human, it’s just a very unproductive state of mind and annoying to others, that despite everything are still by my side.


im trying to do less of that irl and only keep it online but its hard

i self cringe a lot bc it should be simple to let go

I get you, men, me too, me too

 

[Wilk]

LOL people are in fact nice here but it can be harder to navigate if you’re introverted

i have always been too chronically online and pessimistic for the avg brazilian but im trying to change that

im not autistic but bipolar idk if it counts

also men here have much more value than women, brazilian girls fight to date homeless guys bc they’re addicted to male attention

I am also from Brazil, Rio de Janeiro. Women are not worthy dating.

 

[Wilk]

LOL people are in fact nice here but it can be harder to navigate if you’re introverted

i have always been too chronically online and pessimistic for the avg brazilian but im trying to change that

im not autistic but bipolar idk if it counts

also men here have much more value than women, brazilian girls fight to date homeless guys bc they’re addicted to male attention

Cariocas are evil people with bad moral

 

[Wilk]

Yeah it’s something I notice in Brazil I never met a male incel even guys who are 5’3 have their gf crying cause he’s cheating on her every weekend

Tho I don’t like the cheating culture in Brazil which appears to be normalised to the point it’s not seen as serious

Hahahaha, are you also Brazilian?

 

[fatretardbr]

I am also from Brazil, Rio de Janeiro. Women are not worthy dating.

para, conheco varias meninas normais na minha bolha que nunca nem namoraram

 

[fatretardbr]

I get you, men, me too, me too

we will get there

 

[fatretardbr]

Cariocas are evil people with bad moral

100% i hate rio de janeiro

 

[BigDihDiddy]

Hahahaha, are you also Brazilian?

Yeah n***a I’m half Brazilian half polish but I lived in Brazil when I was younger and I speak Portuguese

 

[Wilk]

exactly it’s the only country where a female incel has higher chances of existing (me)

ppl here are hypersexual in ways only ape dna could make someone it’s actually disgusting

the avg man has two mistresses that will even pay stuff for him lol

Yes! Exactly, people are hypersexual like apes. Whole, listen, if you have a good personality, I am a Brazilian too and the only reason I am virgin is because I decided to not have sex when I had the opportunities to do so.

 

[Wilk]

That’s the reason I’d never date a Brazilian girl even if easier ppl in Brazil are too hyper sexual so it’s likely they will cheat

Ppl think the west is becoming hyper sexual tho it’s not at Brazils level yet

Brutal

 

[Wilk]

it’s my goal to learn this skill tbh.

i think it’s because it gives me a fake sense of control if i hate myself more than others hate me, and also protection no rejection will surprise or hurt me

anyway just mental illness

It's also the only motivation we get used to. We were beaten and internalized it. We internalized fear. So we have an external motivation instead of internal one. We need to find ourselves before going outside.

 

[Wilk]

wow i wish life was this easy.

but im working hard to be a baddie by 30 after all my plastic surgery and silicone i will groom 19yo players

That's decepcionante. É se entregar para agir como eles, é descer o nível para os bonobos. It is to be a strong ape instead of a human

 

[Wilk]

brazilian girls are loyal specially if you have the gringo status, and they’re submissive and will serve you bc they’re just like that they serve even the most useless men here

fr westerns dont know that brazilian kids have orgies in middle school

and in college parties everyone EVERYONE kisses everyone but i think this has become the norm everywhere

Brazilian women are not loyal. Literally all the girls who hinted me were betraying their boyfriend's and I was also a corno once. Absolutely brutal

 

[fatretardbr]

It's also the only motivation we get used to. We were beaten and internalized it. We internalized fear. So we have an external motivation instead of internal one. We need to find ourselves before going outside.

thats true, it’s very poisonous but being aware is the first step, but action is required im trying hard and seeing some changes but forums like this are still my weakness

 

[Wilk]

Even the way carnival works it’s like a whole festival to fuck as much as possible

Brazilian women are touchy too like when I meet Brazilian women they are touchy even in front of their husbands both genders are

Absolutely true. They like to "make their partners" be a cuckhold, to have ciúmes

 

[fatretardbr]

That's decepcionante. É se entregar para agir como eles, é descer o nível para os bonobos. It is to be a strong ape instead of a human

se não pode contra eles, junte-se a eles

mas tenho meus limites nao consigo ser totalmente ape like

porem ter princípios nao trouxe nada positivo pra minha vida

 

[Wilk]

makes me sad that if you say you’re brazilian every western will think you’re easy and a whore but they’re right 95% of the time

the only non whores are very religious girls or the unfuckable

Nah, in my university there is this really femcel with a distorced face and she got a casual with Chad.
There is also this religious girl who just economically exploit men and use them to get stuff.

Truth is that nobody here deserves anything other then hell. Rio de Janeiro is hell.

 

[fatretardbr]

Brazilian women are not loyal. Literally all the girls who hinted me were betraying their boyfriend's and I was also a corno once. Absolutely brutal

wow… the people i know are awkward virgins that are in their late 20s or ppl that have only dated one person and are still together i guess its bc my bubble are chronically online girls and church goers

 

[Wilk]

but i think in the end they’re right men loveeee whores

being a virgin as a woman if you dont have the certain looks or after like 19 is net negative

Men are apes who go after what makes their dicks hard. Then they get mentally fucked after dating a gótica rabuda and blame the rest of the world

 

[Wilk]

yeah you’re a gringo raised in german culture, only if you had a fetish for latinas etc it would work

but i know lots of guys do there’s a whole market to meet gringos and marry

Yes, it's called whores with bad intentions dating gringos

 

[fatretardbr]

Nah, in my university there is this really femcel with a distorced face and she got a casual with Chad.
There is also this religious girl who just economically exploit men and use them to get stuff.

Truth is that nobody here deserves anything other then hell. Rio de Janeiro is hell.

yeah rio is the capital of sex and orgies im glad i dont live there

 

[Wilk]

Yeah n***a I’m half Brazilian half polish but I lived in Brazil when I was younger and I speak Portuguese

Where did you lived?

 

[BigDihDiddy]

Where did you lived?

In Salvador Bahia

And I think Bahia girls are even more promiscuous on average

 

[fatretardbr]

Yes, it's called whores with bad intentions dating gringos

the gringos are also whores themselves

 

[fatretardbr]

In Salvador Bahia

And I think Bahia girls are even more promiscuous on average

ewwwww salvador

 

[Wilk]

se não pode contra eles, junte-se a eles

mas tenho meus limites nao consigo ser totalmente ape like

porem ter princípios nao trouxe nada positivo pra minha vida

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