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I gained like 2 kilos cuz my hunger isn't supressed and I literally was not able to function without eating without being on my meds. But since I started eating more carbs now my abs are gone but my boobs are bigger but I cant rlly decided what should go for now. should I back to eating barely anything but having my stomach muscles show and my waist hella slim or have my boobs grow big asf (genetics cuz my mom and sis got hella big tits they even have back problems bc of it) but im also so scared of becoming fat asf and I despise fat ppl soooo fkn much they disgust me i dont wanna become one of them. took a rivotril now for my anxiety and will decicde the next few days what path I wanna go. maybe ill enjoy big boobs for a bit and then go back. Also injected aqualyx into my sstomach area and lower face for a slimmer look and on tirz rn cuz scared of obesity since my body wants to take in all the calories it lost the last few months. I was 49kg on 172cm btw so I was underweight Im scared of weighing myself now but props at 52-53kg now with all the water weight included so still underweight but not skinny enough for me.. fuck idk what to do at least ill look fertile for the next few weeks bc its hard coming back after abusing adhd meds and functioning normally after stop taking them