Don’t know how im gonna say this

[rope_maxxer]

my zoloft stopped working same with my antipsychotics and the only thing that’s still working is my vyvance im going into an episode really bad and i think im gonna kill myself before im able to turn 17 don’t try and give me reasons to live i have plenty and ive been acknowledging them for 16 years the world is getting dull and people are getting crueler i cant find joy in anything im hanging out with my mom rn bc im making dinner and i dont even enjoy spending time with people ive already withdrawn from my friends and family i know its stupid but yeah this is a cry for help idek why because i already have people to talk to that help me a lot but i know that im not gonna be able to find lasting joy in the world til i die i think im gonna watch my favorite youtube videos from when i was a kid and listen to my aunts old vms from before she died bc i miss her im gonna go to the traintracks near my house take some painkillers to dull the pain and cut my wrists i think the traintracks are the best option because my mom or little brother wont find me again and the paramedics will find me relatively quickly so i can have an open casket i know the family i have left would appreciate that im also gonna transfer my savings to my mom and give my little brother my laptop and also some of my pokémon cards i got from my 2nd oldest brother i think to my older brother ill leave him my boxing gloves so he has smth to hit with i know he’ll be pissed and i have an old picture of us from when we’re kids so i know he’d prolly appreciate that maybe think it’s a lil gay but i know he’d appreciate it, for my oldest brother i don’t really have much to leave so maybe some of the shirts i stole and my old urbex stuff i know he’d also like my headphones then for my mom im gonna leave more pictures of us as a kid and a mother’s day note i was too scared to give her when i was 9 (she was kinda drunk jfl) but i know she’d like that i also am gonna give her some voicemails telling her how much i love her bc i dont want her to forget my voice im worried she will bc of her MS, my dad i think im gonna leave him a pair of my drumsticks because we always bonded over music and i have the first pair i ever got that have a lil blood on them from the day i played for like 5 hours and my hands bled bc i was mad lol
im 16 years old rn i turn 17 on the 21st my goal is to make it to the 22nd im not sure if i will but thats my goal i dont know if this is a cry for help or some shit i know no matter who’s there for me it won’t help out i’ve made sure everything is set up good so i won’t leave any threads not wrapped up but yeah dnr jfl tell me to do it idc i hope if i don’t get the chance to write a cya to evb that helped me out that you guys ascend and be nice to eachother bc people are too fucking mean for you to be the same i don’t think ima do it tn so ill prob respond but i don’t think there’s much to say lol thank you @iqmaxx, @junebug, @Lmtnboy1748 my jbg goat, @Dandelions, @UMTN, @giga.mia and a couple others im sure im forgetting all you guys are really nice and cool again im probably still gonna be active until june 22nd so it’ll be cool ill still rate and stuff because i really like the science around looksmaxxing and stuff because ive always been kinda insecure and in no way was my decision affected by this community at all you guys are funny and cool and i wish u guys the best but to be done yapping yeah love you guys lol

 

[Aeon]

Yeah sorry n***a, I ain't reading this.

 

[rope_maxxer]

Yeah sorry n***a, I ain't reading this.

lol fair enough jfl

 

[aspiringstacy]

my zoloft stopped working same with my antipsychotics and the only thing that’s still working is my vyvance im going into an episode really bad and i think im gonna kill myself before im able to turn 17 don’t try and give me reasons to live i have plenty and ive been acknowledging them for 16 years the world is getting dull and people are getting crueler i cant find joy in anything im hanging out with my mom rn bc im making dinner and i dont even enjoy spending time with people ive already withdrawn from my friends and family i know its stupid but yeah this is a cry for help idek why because i already have people to talk to that help me a lot but i know that im not gonna be able to find lasting joy in the world til i die i think im gonna watch my favorite youtube videos from when i was a kid and listen to my aunts old vms from before she died bc i miss her im gonna go to the traintracks near my house take some painkillers to dull the pain and cut my wrists i think the traintracks are the best option because my mom or little brother wont find me again and the paramedics will find me relatively quickly so i can have an open casket i know the family i have left would appreciate that im also gonna transfer my savings to my mom and give my little brother my laptop and also some of my pokémon cards i got from my 2nd oldest brother i think to my older brother ill leave him my boxing gloves so he has smth to hit with i know he’ll be pissed and i have an old picture of us from when we’re kids so i know he’d prolly appreciate that maybe think it’s a lil gay but i know he’d appreciate it, for my oldest brother i don’t really have much to leave so maybe some of the shirts i stole and my old urbex stuff i know he’d also like my headphones then for my mom im gonna leave more pictures of us as a kid and a mother’s day note i was too scared to give her when i was 9 (she was kinda drunk jfl) but i know she’d like that i also am gonna give her some voicemails telling her how much i love her bc i dont want her to forget my voice im worried she will bc of her MS, my dad i think im gonna leave him a pair of my drumsticks because we always bonded over music and i have the first pair i ever got that have a lil blood on them from the day i played for like 5 hours and my hands bled bc i was mad lol
im 16 years old rn i turn 17 on the 21st my goal is to make it to the 22nd im not sure if i will but thats my goal i dont know if this is a cry for help or some shit i know no matter who’s there for me it won’t help out i’ve made sure everything is set up good so i won’t leave any threads not wrapped up but yeah dnr jfl tell me to do it idc i hope if i don’t get the chance to write a cya to evb that helped me out that you guys ascend and be nice to eachother bc people are too fucking mean for you to be the same i don’t think ima do it tn so ill prob respond but i don’t think there’s much to say lol thank you @iqmaxx, @junebug, @Lmtnboy1748 my jbg goat, @Dandelions, @UMTN, @giga.mia and a couple others im sure im forgetting all you guys are really nice and cool again im probably still gonna be active until june 22nd so it’ll be cool ill still rate and stuff because i really like the science around looksmaxxing and stuff because ive always been kinda insecure and in no way was my decision affected by this community at all you guys are funny and cool and i wish u guys the best but to be done yapping yeah love you guys lol

not one comma in sight n***a whos reading this

 

[rope_maxxer]

not one comma in sight n***a whos reading this

lol

 

[benny]

my zoloft stopped working same with my antipsychotics and the only thing that’s still working is my vyvance im going into an episode really bad and i think im gonna kill myself before im able to turn 17 don’t try and give me reasons to live i have plenty and ive been acknowledging them for 16 years the world is getting dull and people are getting crueler i cant find joy in anything im hanging out with my mom rn bc im making dinner and i dont even enjoy spending time with people ive already withdrawn from my friends and family i know its stupid but yeah this is a cry for help idek why because i already have people to talk to that help me a lot but i know that im not gonna be able to find lasting joy in the world til i die i think im gonna watch my favorite youtube videos from when i was a kid and listen to my aunts old vms from before she died bc i miss her im gonna go to the traintracks near my house take some painkillers to dull the pain and cut my wrists i think the traintracks are the best option because my mom or little brother wont find me again and the paramedics will find me relatively quickly so i can have an open casket i know the family i have left would appreciate that im also gonna transfer my savings to my mom and give my little brother my laptop and also some of my pokémon cards i got from my 2nd oldest brother i think to my older brother ill leave him my boxing gloves so he has smth to hit with i know he’ll be pissed and i have an old picture of us from when we’re kids so i know he’d prolly appreciate that maybe think it’s a lil gay but i know he’d appreciate it, for my oldest brother i don’t really have much to leave so maybe some of the shirts i stole and my old urbex stuff i know he’d also like my headphones then for my mom im gonna leave more pictures of us as a kid and a mother’s day note i was too scared to give her when i was 9 (she was kinda drunk jfl) but i know she’d like that i also am gonna give her some voicemails telling her how much i love her bc i dont want her to forget my voice im worried she will bc of her MS, my dad i think im gonna leave him a pair of my drumsticks because we always bonded over music and i have the first pair i ever got that have a lil blood on them from the day i played for like 5 hours and my hands bled bc i was mad lol
im 16 years old rn i turn 17 on the 21st my goal is to make it to the 22nd im not sure if i will but thats my goal i dont know if this is a cry for help or some shit i know no matter who’s there for me it won’t help out i’ve made sure everything is set up good so i won’t leave any threads not wrapped up but yeah dnr jfl tell me to do it idc i hope if i don’t get the chance to write a cya to evb that helped me out that you guys ascend and be nice to eachother bc people are too fucking mean for you to be the same i don’t think ima do it tn so ill prob respond but i don’t think there’s much to say lol thank you @iqmaxx, @junebug, @Lmtnboy1748 my jbg goat, @Dandelions, @UMTN, @giga.mia and a couple others im sure im forgetting all you guys are really nice and cool again im probably still gonna be active until june 22nd so it’ll be cool ill still rate and stuff because i really like the science around looksmaxxing and stuff because ive always been kinda insecure and in no way was my decision affected by this community at all you guys are funny and cool and i wish u guys the best but to be done yapping yeah love you guys lol

imma plug this into chat gpt and get a summary one sec

 

[rope_maxxer]

imma plug this into chat gpt and get a summary one sec

 

[chudlite67]

my zoloft stopped working same with my antipsychotics and the only thing that’s still working is my vyvance im going into an episode really bad and i think im gonna kill myself before im able to turn 17 don’t try and give me reasons to live i have plenty and ive been acknowledging them for 16 years the world is getting dull and people are getting crueler i cant find joy in anything im hanging out with my mom rn bc im making dinner and i dont even enjoy spending time with people ive already withdrawn from my friends and family i know its stupid but yeah this is a cry for help idek why because i already have people to talk to that help me a lot but i know that im not gonna be able to find lasting joy in the world til i die i think im gonna watch my favorite youtube videos from when i was a kid and listen to my aunts old vms from before she died bc i miss her im gonna go to the traintracks near my house take some painkillers to dull the pain and cut my wrists i think the traintracks are the best option because my mom or little brother wont find me again and the paramedics will find me relatively quickly so i can have an open casket i know the family i have left would appreciate that im also gonna transfer my savings to my mom and give my little brother my laptop and also some of my pokémon cards i got from my 2nd oldest brother i think to my older brother ill leave him my boxing gloves so he has smth to hit with i know he’ll be pissed and i have an old picture of us from when we’re kids so i know he’d prolly appreciate that maybe think it’s a lil gay but i know he’d appreciate it, for my oldest brother i don’t really have much to leave so maybe some of the shirts i stole and my old urbex stuff i know he’d also like my headphones then for my mom im gonna leave more pictures of us as a kid and a mother’s day note i was too scared to give her when i was 9 (she was kinda drunk jfl) but i know she’d like that i also am gonna give her some voicemails telling her how much i love her bc i dont want her to forget my voice im worried she will bc of her MS, my dad i think im gonna leave him a pair of my drumsticks because we always bonded over music and i have the first pair i ever got that have a lil blood on them from the day i played for like 5 hours and my hands bled bc i was mad lol
im 16 years old rn i turn 17 on the 21st my goal is to make it to the 22nd im not sure if i will but thats my goal i dont know if this is a cry for help or some shit i know no matter who’s there for me it won’t help out i’ve made sure everything is set up good so i won’t leave any threads not wrapped up but yeah dnr jfl tell me to do it idc i hope if i don’t get the chance to write a cya to evb that helped me out that you guys ascend and be nice to eachother bc people are too fucking mean for you to be the same i don’t think ima do it tn so ill prob respond but i don’t think there’s much to say lol thank you @iqmaxx, @junebug, @Lmtnboy1748 my jbg goat, @Dandelions, @UMTN, @giga.mia and a couple others im sure im forgetting all you guys are really nice and cool again im probably still gonna be active until june 22nd so it’ll be cool ill still rate and stuff because i really like the science around looksmaxxing and stuff because ive always been kinda insecure and in no way was my decision affected by this community at all you guys are funny and cool and i wish u guys the best but to be done yapping yeah love you guys lol

Dnr sending you my love and condolences

 

[aspiringstacy]

imma plug this into chat gpt and get a summary one sec

send it on here

 

[rope_maxxer]

Dnr sending you my love and condolences

lol

 

[Nenestar]

well.....butrin

 

[benny]

my zoloft stopped working same with my antipsychotics and the only thing that’s still working is my vyvance im going into an episode really bad and i think im gonna kill myself before im able to turn 17 don’t try and give me reasons to live i have plenty and ive been acknowledging them for 16 years the world is getting dull and people are getting crueler i cant find joy in anything im hanging out with my mom rn bc im making dinner and i dont even enjoy spending time with people ive already withdrawn from my friends and family i know its stupid but yeah this is a cry for help idek why because i already have people to talk to that help me a lot but i know that im not gonna be able to find lasting joy in the world til i die i think im gonna watch my favorite youtube videos from when i was a kid and listen to my aunts old vms from before she died bc i miss her im gonna go to the traintracks near my house take some painkillers to dull the pain and cut my wrists i think the traintracks are the best option because my mom or little brother wont find me again and the paramedics will find me relatively quickly so i can have an open casket i know the family i have left would appreciate that im also gonna transfer my savings to my mom and give my little brother my laptop and also some of my pokémon cards i got from my 2nd oldest brother i think to my older brother ill leave him my boxing gloves so he has smth to hit with i know he’ll be pissed and i have an old picture of us from when we’re kids so i know he’d prolly appreciate that maybe think it’s a lil gay but i know he’d appreciate it, for my oldest brother i don’t really have much to leave so maybe some of the shirts i stole and my old urbex stuff i know he’d also like my headphones then for my mom im gonna leave more pictures of us as a kid and a mother’s day note i was too scared to give her when i was 9 (she was kinda drunk jfl) but i know she’d like that i also am gonna give her some voicemails telling her how much i love her bc i dont want her to forget my voice im worried she will bc of her MS, my dad i think im gonna leave him a pair of my drumsticks because we always bonded over music and i have the first pair i ever got that have a lil blood on them from the day i played for like 5 hours and my hands bled bc i was mad lol
im 16 years old rn i turn 17 on the 21st my goal is to make it to the 22nd im not sure if i will but thats my goal i dont know if this is a cry for help or some shit i know no matter who’s there for me it won’t help out i’ve made sure everything is set up good so i won’t leave any threads not wrapped up but yeah dnr jfl tell me to do it idc i hope if i don’t get the chance to write a cya to evb that helped me out that you guys ascend and be nice to eachother bc people are too fucking mean for you to be the same i don’t think ima do it tn so ill prob respond but i don’t think there’s much to say lol thank you @iqmaxx, @junebug, @Lmtnboy1748 my jbg goat, @Dandelions, @UMTN, @giga.mia and a couple others im sure im forgetting all you guys are really nice and cool again im probably still gonna be active until june 22nd so it’ll be cool ill still rate and stuff because i really like the science around looksmaxxing and stuff because ive always been kinda insecure and in no way was my decision affected by this community at all you guys are funny and cool and i wish u guys the best but to be done yapping yeah love you guys lol

holy shit please don’t rope

 

[benny]

send it on here

TL;DR: I’m 16 and feel like my mental health is getting really bad again. My meds don’t feel like they’re working except for Vyvanse, and I’ve been withdrawing from people because nothing feels enjoyable anymore. I’ve been thinking a lot about suicide and have started planning things out, even though part of me still wants to make it to my 17th birthday. I still care deeply about my family and friends and want them to know I love and appreciate them. I’m posting this because I guess some part of me still wants help, even if I don’t fully believe things will get better right now.

 

[chudlite67]

Wait no don’t kill yourself

 

[rope_maxxer]

holy shit please don’t rope

dawg im not gonna tn bro that’s dumb i wanna celebrate my birthday and stuff with my family im just saying like incase i get rlly bad again yk what they say 6th times the charm or wtv gotta make ts count

 

[rope_maxxer]

Wait no don’t kill yourself

lol im not gonna tn brochacho ill still be here for until june 22nd

 

[rope_maxxer]

well.....butrin

#watdatmean

 

[aspiringstacy]

lol im not gonna tn brochacho ill still be here for until june 22nd

sorry but why tf would u schedule ur suicide
hope it gets better by then tho

 

[rope_maxxer]

sorry but why tf would u schedule ur suicide
hope it gets better by then tho

BAHAHAHA lol no i get it it’s kinda weird but i just figured i don’t get to see all my family so ill be able to see evb so they won’t feel like i disappeared for a month then disappeared forever jfl

 

[iqmaxx]

please keep going bro
do it for you, your family, a chance at happiness, a chance at experiencing things you haven’t experienced
you still haven’t met all the people who will love you
i am grateful you are alive, and i wish for nothing but for you to continue onwards
but if your mind is already made up, i hope everything goes well and is as painless as possible and you find peace

 

[Nenestar]

#watdatmean

you need 100+ iq to get the "joke"

 

[rope_maxxer]

you need 100+ iq to get the "joke"

it’s lost on me im retarded

 

[submissivechud]

my zoloft stopped working same with my antipsychotics and the only thing that’s still working is my vyvance im going into an episode really bad and i think im gonna kill myself before im able to turn 17 don’t try and give me reasons to live i have plenty and ive been acknowledging them for 16 years the world is getting dull and people are getting crueler i cant find joy in anything im hanging out with my mom rn bc im making dinner and i dont even enjoy spending time with people ive already withdrawn from my friends and family i know its stupid but yeah this is a cry for help idek why because i already have people to talk to that help me a lot but i know that im not gonna be able to find lasting joy in the world til i die i think im gonna watch my favorite youtube videos from when i was a kid and listen to my aunts old vms from before she died bc i miss her im gonna go to the traintracks near my house take some painkillers to dull the pain and cut my wrists i think the traintracks are the best option because my mom or little brother wont find me again and the paramedics will find me relatively quickly so i can have an open casket i know the family i have left would appreciate that im also gonna transfer my savings to my mom and give my little brother my laptop and also some of my pokémon cards i got from my 2nd oldest brother i think to my older brother ill leave him my boxing gloves so he has smth to hit with i know he’ll be pissed and i have an old picture of us from when we’re kids so i know he’d prolly appreciate that maybe think it’s a lil gay but i know he’d appreciate it, for my oldest brother i don’t really have much to leave so maybe some of the shirts i stole and my old urbex stuff i know he’d also like my headphones then for my mom im gonna leave more pictures of us as a kid and a mother’s day note i was too scared to give her when i was 9 (she was kinda drunk jfl) but i know she’d like that i also am gonna give her some voicemails telling her how much i love her bc i dont want her to forget my voice im worried she will bc of her MS, my dad i think im gonna leave him a pair of my drumsticks because we always bonded over music and i have the first pair i ever got that have a lil blood on them from the day i played for like 5 hours and my hands bled bc i was mad lol
im 16 years old rn i turn 17 on the 21st my goal is to make it to the 22nd im not sure if i will but thats my goal i dont know if this is a cry for help or some shit i know no matter who’s there for me it won’t help out i’ve made sure everything is set up good so i won’t leave any threads not wrapped up but yeah dnr jfl tell me to do it idc i hope if i don’t get the chance to write a cya to evb that helped me out that you guys ascend and be nice to eachother bc people are too fucking mean for you to be the same i don’t think ima do it tn so ill prob respond but i don’t think there’s much to say lol thank you @iqmaxx, @junebug, @Lmtnboy1748 my jbg goat, @Dandelions, @UMTN, @giga.mia and a couple others im sure im forgetting all you guys are really nice and cool again im probably still gonna be active until june 22nd so it’ll be cool ill still rate and stuff because i really like the science around looksmaxxing and stuff because ive always been kinda insecure and in no way was my decision affected by this community at all you guys are funny and cool and i wish u guys the best but to be done yapping yeah love you guys lol

read it all
hope it gets better but as uve said ion think theres much i can say to help
try spending more time w friend or family and maybe try out the gym

 

[rope_maxxer]

i hope so too i’ve picked out some old yt videos i watched when i was a kid so ill be able to think abt that when im living up to my name lol

 

[aspiringstacy]

BAHAHAHA lol no i get it it’s kinda weird but i just figured i don’t get to see all my family so ill be able to see evb so they won’t feel like i disappeared for a month then disappeared forever jfl

tbh the only thing that made me not feel suicidal is telling myself that all the money my parents spent on raising me will be all gone
so then i feel bad and dont commit
been doing this for months lowk peak method

 

[rope_maxxer]

read it all
hope it gets better but as uve said ion think theres much i can say to help
try spending more time w friend or family and maybe try out the gym

i appreciate your concern and stuff i promise ive tried everything though

 

[Nenestar]

it’s lost on me im retarded

i'll explain it for you

you made a long vent thread, so i started it with "well" -> meaning i was about to give advice, but then i realize there isn't much advice i can say, so i'm thinking for some time "...." then i collapse the statement with "butrin"

and if you know, "wellbutrin" is an antidepressant

 

[killmenowpt2]

D to the R


sorry u feel this way

 

[rope_maxxer]

tbh the only thing that made me not feel suicidal is telling myself that all the money my parents spent on raising me will be all gone
so then i feel bad and dont commit
been doing this for months lowk peak method

i’ve paid it some of it back by now bc i had to help my mom these last few months with rent bc my dad lost his job so no child support and my mom makes not very good money bc she has a neurological disease that makes it so sometimes she can’t really walk other times she can and stuff but i got all the stuff for those guys handled i’ve made sure im not leaving anyone hanging that’s the reason im gonna leave the vms is because of her brain issue she forgets things a lot so i wanna make sure she can hear my voice say it yk?

 

[aspiringstacy]

i appreciate your concern and stuff i promise ive tried everything though

u cant rlly try everything, as u dont know everything
most stuff online is cope but u dont need exercise, what u really need is a change in ur mindset
find something to live for, anything. could be the dumbest shit known to mankind

 

[rope_maxxer]

i'll explain it for you

you made a long vent thread, so i started it with "well" -> meaning i was about to give advice, but then i realize there isn't much advice i can say, so i'm thinking for some time "...." then i collapse the statement with "butrin"

and if you know, "wellbutrin" is an antidepressant

ohhhhhh ok thanks lol

 

[benny]

dawg im not gonna tn bro that’s dumb i wanna celebrate my birthday and stuff with my family im just saying like incase i get rlly bad again yk what they say 6th times the charm or wtv gotta make ts count

take it one day at a time

 

[nacerskates]

my zoloft stopped working same with my antipsychotics and the only thing that’s still working is my vyvance im going into an episode really bad and i think im gonna kill myself before im able to turn 17 don’t try and give me reasons to live i have plenty and ive been acknowledging them for 16 years the world is getting dull and people are getting crueler i cant find joy in anything im hanging out with my mom rn bc im making dinner and i dont even enjoy spending time with people ive already withdrawn from my friends and family i know its stupid but yeah this is a cry for help idek why because i already have people to talk to that help me a lot but i know that im not gonna be able to find lasting joy in the world til i die i think im gonna watch my favorite youtube videos from when i was a kid and listen to my aunts old vms from before she died bc i miss her im gonna go to the traintracks near my house take some painkillers to dull the pain and cut my wrists i think the traintracks are the best option because my mom or little brother wont find me again and the paramedics will find me relatively quickly so i can have an open casket i know the family i have left would appreciate that im also gonna transfer my savings to my mom and give my little brother my laptop and also some of my pokémon cards i got from my 2nd oldest brother i think to my older brother ill leave him my boxing gloves so he has smth to hit with i know he’ll be pissed and i have an old picture of us from when we’re kids so i know he’d prolly appreciate that maybe think it’s a lil gay but i know he’d appreciate it, for my oldest brother i don’t really have much to leave so maybe some of the shirts i stole and my old urbex stuff i know he’d also like my headphones then for my mom im gonna leave more pictures of us as a kid and a mother’s day note i was too scared to give her when i was 9 (she was kinda drunk jfl) but i know she’d like that i also am gonna give her some voicemails telling her how much i love her bc i dont want her to forget my voice im worried she will bc of her MS, my dad i think im gonna leave him a pair of my drumsticks because we always bonded over music and i have the first pair i ever got that have a lil blood on them from the day i played for like 5 hours and my hands bled bc i was mad lol
im 16 years old rn i turn 17 on the 21st my goal is to make it to the 22nd im not sure if i will but thats my goal i dont know if this is a cry for help or some shit i know no matter who’s there for me it won’t help out i’ve made sure everything is set up good so i won’t leave any threads not wrapped up but yeah dnr jfl tell me to do it idc i hope if i don’t get the chance to write a cya to evb that helped me out that you guys ascend and be nice to eachother bc people are too fucking mean for you to be the same i don’t think ima do it tn so ill prob respond but i don’t think there’s much to say lol thank you @iqmaxx, @junebug, @Lmtnboy1748 my jbg goat, @Dandelions, @UMTN, @giga.mia and a couple others im sure im forgetting all you guys are really nice and cool again im probably still gonna be active until june 22nd so it’ll be cool ill still rate and stuff because i really like the science around looksmaxxing and stuff because ive always been kinda insecure and in no way was my decision affected by this community at all you guys are funny and cool and i wish u guys the best but to be done yapping yeah love you guys lol

evb bein a dickhead rn but i feel bad for this dude

 

[chudlite67]

lol im not gonna tn brochacho ill still be here for until june 22nd

Stay safe

 

[rope_maxxer]

u cant rlly try everything, as u dont know everything
most stuff online is cope but u dont need exercise, what u really need is a change in ur mindset
find something to live for, anything. could be the dumbest shit known to mankind

i’ve been it’s just hard trying to make friends bc i get like kinda really i don’t wanna say scared but like just weird especially like friends and stuff bc of previous stuff that happened like if people touch my i kinda shut down and my adrenaline spikes and i feel like sick like im abt to fight someone

 

[rope_maxxer]

evb bein a dickhead rn but i feel bad for this dude

i mean that’s how it goes on here im glad these guys are having at least a lil fun yk even if its being kinda mean lol

 

[aspiringstacy]

u cant rlly try everything, as u dont know everything
most stuff online is cope but u dont need exercise, what u really need is a change in ur mindset
find something to live for, anything. could be the dumbest shit known to mankind

also what id do before committing suicide would be to just pack my shit and dissapear somewhere in nature, where no one could find me
make a little base out of wood, near a water source and maybe i could acquire an animal or two for shit like eggs n milk
sounds dumb but its my dream to live outside society which is super fucking depressing

 

[rope_maxxer]

take it one day at a time

yeah to stay alive i’ve been trying out different stuff to distract myself like at night especially because the hours feel rlly long especially with my insomnia bc my meds ran out so

 

[aspiringstacy]

i’ve been it’s just hard trying to make friends bc i get like kinda really i don’t wanna say scared but like just weird especially like friends and stuff bc of previous stuff that happened like if people touch my i kinda shut down and my adrenaline spikes and i feel like sick like im abt to fight someone

no one really needs friends. thats your problem right there; trying to fit so much into a society and live a life like everyone wants u to

 

[rope_maxxer]

also what id do before committing suicide would be to just pack my shit and dissapear somewhere in nature, where no one could find me
make a little base out of wood, near a water source and maybe i could acquire an animal or two for shit like eggs n milk
sounds dumb but its my dream to live outside society which is super fucking depressing

yeah could be cool but i owe it to my mom to give her a little more time with her son bc i really don’t think there’s a ton of fight left jfl lol fuck dude

 

[aspiringstacy]

no one really needs friends. thats your problem right there; trying to fit so much into a society and live a life like everyone wants u to

tbh i havent had friends for years and at first i had social anxiety but slowly i realised im good by myself, and if i need someone else to feel like i have value, then that means i have no value at all

 

[rope_maxxer]

no one really needs friends. thats your problem right there; trying to fit so much into a society and live a life like everyone wants u to

i know i don’t care much about society i just miss when i was a kid and i didn’t have to think about shit or have to deal with these memories or hallucinations i wanna meet 12 yo me and tell him we actually made it to 16 like i promised i hope he’d be really proud ive been trying so fucking hard

 

[rope_maxxer]

Stay safe

im gonna try bc i hope i make it atleast to the 21st bc both days have their benefits

 

[chudlite67]

im gonna try bc i hope i make it atleast to the 21st bc both days have their benefits

Yes you got it
It’s gonna be ok my son

 

[Foid]

I understand the feeling of not feeling joy at all, it's such a painful and lonely emotion.

Even tho I don't know you at all, I truly hope that you change your mind last minute and realize that it's not the right thing to do. And if that won't happen then I just hope that you will leave this world with no regrets and finally a heart that's at peace.

 

[rope_maxxer]

I understand the feeling of not feeling joy at all, it's such a painful and lonely feeling.

Even tho I don't know you at all, I truly hope that you change your mind last minute and realize that it's not the right thing to do. And if that won't happen then I just hope that you will leave this world with no regrets and finally a heart that's at peace.

me too man i’ve been praying a lot and i haven’t gotten a call back lol

 

[Foid]

me too man i’ve been praying a lot and i haven’t gotten a call back lol

Have you been trying some stuff that you always dreamed of doing? You know, making the most out of it before you decide to let go.

If yes then what was it/what will it be

 

[rope_maxxer]

Have you been trying some stuff that you always dreamed of doing? You know, making the most out of it before you decide to let go.

If yes then what was it/what will it be

urbex, caving, helping out people as much as i can, deadlifting 565, and getting to the top of that one abandoned building in china the tallest one but that’s the only one i haven’t done

 

[Penalizer69]

I see it this way, life is suffering for 99.99999% of people. The fact alone we're blessed with Internet and being in a 1st world country means we have a better fighting chance than almost everyone who's ever lived. Essentially the only thing we live for is momentary pleasure, the adrenaline rushes, etc. But as long as you'll live there will always be that, as long as you live there's always a chance you get lucky and something really good happens (you meet someone, make alot of money, etc.)

There's 0 point I'm cutting an already short life, short. The worst case is you suffer a bit and the time passes regardless. Judging from the things you've said you have a better chance at a good life that most of us on here if you have a loving family. That's all I'll say

 

[rope_maxxer]

I see it this way, life is suffering for 99.99999% of people. The fact alone we're blessed with Internet and being in a 1st world country means we have a better fighting chance than almost everyone who's ever lived. Essentially the only thing we live for is momentary pleasure, the adrenaline rushes, etc. But as long as you'll live there will always be that, as long as you live there's always a chance you get lucky and something really good happens (you meet someone, make alot of money, etc.)

There's 0 point I'm cutting an already short life, short. The worst case is you suffer a bit and the time passes regardless. Judging from the things you've said you have a better chance at a good life that most of us on here if you have a loving family. That's all I'll say

agreed i just kinda have issues with getting close or trusting people my parents we’re kinda alcoholics who hit me and my siblings and stuff and i’ve gotten r***d multiple times and no one will believe me except like a few people bc im ugly and im kinda quiet i just dont like talking to people because im scared of shit happening like that and i hate bringing it up because im a guy and i dont wanna feel weak anymore but i know that i will be as long as the skin is on my body i dont want to die because its easy and its not out of spite or sadness or rage or anything im just really tired and im excited to get a nice long rest yk? part of the reason i wanted to ascend was so that people would like me and believe me but i got too scared too tell people irl about it and i just can’t wait to lay down and die it seems so refreshing atp im so tired