Everyday I receive the same bad looks from girls,the same talking behind my back,always feeling like I should be enjoying my teen years but reality is there is nothing to be enjoyed,I have a crippling social anxiety,mtn to ltn face, broke,being disrespected by people every 3 weeks,like weren't this supposed to be the best year of my life?
I just wished I could be bluepilled again,and forgot all the bullying and disrespect I've suffered for being unattractive,because at the end of the day I didn't chose to be born this way
If I could knew how much suffering I would experience in my life,I would chose with certainty not to be born
Sometimes ending it just seems the solution
I don't really know, I'm just fu***ng lost
I just wished I could be bluepilled again,and forgot all the bullying and disrespect I've suffered for being unattractive,because at the end of the day I didn't chose to be born this way
If I could knew how much suffering I would experience in my life,I would chose with certainty not to be born
Sometimes ending it just seems the solution
I don't really know, I'm just fu***ng lost