Serious I still feel empty even though I finally started slaying

[Vire]

Even after becoming somewhat attractive being more social, talking to more people, even losing my virginity and becoming what you could call a “neurotypical” person I still feel like shit inside. My mental state is awful. I can’t get it out of my head that I don’t need to be high-value or “on top of my game” to pull women. I just can’t shake it.

Every time I look in the mirror, I wonder how women are even attracted to me. I don’t understand what they see in me. Same goes for my friends all the new ones I’ve made too. I don’t know what they actually see when they look at me from the outside. Sure, my skin’s a bit clearer, my face less bloated, maybe I’ve put on some muscle but inside, I still feel the same.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been relying too much on my looks to get by in life. Or maybe it’s because deep down, I still think I’m ugly. I don’t know. But “ascending” isn’t everything. Sleeping around, kissing random girls it doesn’t fill the hole. It doesn’t make you feel more human. If anything, it makes you feel less. And that’s what really fucking sucks.

So what do you guys think? What’s your take on this?

 

[Vire]

Dnr

 

[Currycelloser]

Even after becoming somewhat attractive being more social, talking to more people, even losing my virginity and becoming what you could call a “neurotypical” person I still feel like shit inside. My mental state is awful. I can’t get it out of my head that I don’t need to be high-value or “on top of my game” to pull women. I just can’t shake it.

Every time I look in the mirror, I wonder how women are even attracted to me. I don’t understand what they see in me. Same goes for my friends all the new ones I’ve made too. I don’t know what they actually see when they look at me from the outside. Sure, my skin’s a bit clearer, my face less bloated, maybe I’ve put on some muscle but inside, I still feel the same.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been relying too much on my looks to get by in life. Or maybe it’s because deep down, I still think I’m ugly. I don’t know. But “ascending” isn’t everything. Sleeping around, kissing random girls it doesn’t fill the hole. It doesn’t make you feel more human. If anything, it makes you feel less. And that’s what really fucking sucks.

So what do you guys think? What’s your take on this?

water

 

[Vire]

water

Stupid chud

 

[over0]

You're like 13 wym you lost ur virginity fucking dumbass

 

[Vire]

You're like 13 wym you lost ur virginity fucking dumbass

I’m 16 dawg

 

[over0]

I’m 16 dawg

Still stands slaying at 16 (or at all tbh) and you wonder why you feel like shit? It's literally just a coping mechanism

 

[giga.mia]

Sleeping around at 16 is sad. I have no idea what u thought would come of it

 

[joestar]

Don't let the foidlets bring you down you're a sigma

 

[moonlight1]

Even after becoming somewhat attractive being more social, talking to more people, even losing my virginity and becoming what you could call a “neurotypical” person I still feel like shit inside. My mental state is awful. I can’t get it out of my head that I don’t need to be high-value or “on top of my game” to pull women. I just can’t shake it.

Every time I look in the mirror, I wonder how women are even attracted to me. I don’t understand what they see in me. Same goes for my friends all the new ones I’ve made too. I don’t know what they actually see when they look at me from the outside. Sure, my skin’s a bit clearer, my face less bloated, maybe I’ve put on some muscle but inside, I still feel the same.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been relying too much on my looks to get by in life. Or maybe it’s because deep down, I still think I’m ugly. I don’t know. But “ascending” isn’t everything. Sleeping around, kissing random girls it doesn’t fill the hole. It doesn’t make you feel more human. If anything, it makes you feel less. And that’s what really fucking sucks.

So what do you guys think? What’s your take on this?

you think those people who whore around are happy? they’re not

 

[hazyfuture]

Even after becoming somewhat attractive being more social, talking to more people, even losing my virginity and becoming what you could call a “neurotypical” person I still feel like shit inside. My mental state is awful. I can’t get it out of my head that I don’t need to be high-value or “on top of my game” to pull women. I just can’t shake it.

Every time I look in the mirror, I wonder how women are even attracted to me. I don’t understand what they see in me. Same goes for my friends all the new ones I’ve made too. I don’t know what they actually see when they look at me from the outside. Sure, my skin’s a bit clearer, my face less bloated, maybe I’ve put on some muscle but inside, I still feel the same.

Maybe it’s because I’ve been relying too much on my looks to get by in life. Or maybe it’s because deep down, I still think I’m ugly. I don’t know. But “ascending” isn’t everything. Sleeping around, kissing random girls it doesn’t fill the hole. It doesn’t make you feel more human. If anything, it makes you feel less. And that’s what really fucking sucks.

So what do you guys think? What’s your take on this?

what did you expect to gain? what do you actually want? slaying won't make you happy