I was bored and watching some videos about Steam and Switch, and they got on the topic of Soul Caliber II and VI. So I watched some videos about it and then I realized something.
Basically this woman in the game (Desire I think is her name?) made me feel something in my soul. And I realize it is unacceptable to be a ltn, there needs to be something higher in life. So I'm more of a blackpiller than a redpiller, I don't want a girl to give me a pity f**k because I mastered redpill pickup artistry, after getting rejected 100 times. I realize there is something more to life... I want someone to feel the same way I feel after watching that girl in Soul Caliber. Not to get a pity f**k, but to have them lust after me, to desire me, like i desired that girl in that game... And I feel the same way about AAA gaming too. For example it is better to be volcel than cuck. For example, if I was a game dev and this game is the best game I could make I would rather play russian roulette with a 454 than upload this as the best game I can ever make:
and people say looks is "shallow" but its the opposite, looks is deep. there are copers. And i am not even sure if i am ltn... my side profile of my jaw looks better than my front, and its not great...