I wish I journaled my experiences

[vespertine]

when I got bit by a black widow. it all seems so distant and faded away now. the first hours were so bad i would have killed myself given the chance. but now i only remember it as detailed as "aches" and "restlessness" as though i described it to someone else. it feels like i powered through that all for nothing

 

[levithedudebro]

its good to write things down sometimes

 

[Natsuki Subaru]

can we have sex

 

[vespertine]

i dont deserve to forget. its said that someone who gets tortured stays tortured, but i dont agonize over it. i'm out of the woods now and i'm making nothing of it.

 

[Deleted Member 85928]

8,5/10, nice one

 

[vespertine]

8,5/10, nice one

pain is an illusion but it feels very real. in a way feelings are all we have