I'm so bored (Long rant, as usual)

[Uroboros]

I haven't done anything nice, fun, or cool in years. The only thing I remember loving and would actually do again is when I went to Disney with my school orchestra a year ago. I don't have any friends or anything near me, so I constantly complain and doomscroll. I do nothing at school either. I sit on the ground in the horrible Florida heat for 45 minutes for lunch while everyone else talks with their friends. I don't have any talents, only some stuff I was good at. I dream about going to West Point, but I know that I have nothing interesting on my profile. My mom is always on Reddit or Instagram, so she never cares about anything I say; nobody does. Nothing in the world makes me happy. No one understands me either. I beg my mom for attention or to do something fun with me, but she says, "You're fourteen, I shouldn't need to play with you". I can't legally drive, so I can't do anything for myself. I'm not asking her to get on the ground and play horses with me; she wouldn't be able to get up anyway, but I just want something to do. I don't even want to be with her; I would be happier if I could go to the movies by myself, but I can't. I'm so close to killing myself, please help me.

 

[the lavo]

I haven't done anything nice, fun, or cool in years. The only thing I remember loving and would actually do again is when I went to Disney with my school orchestra a year ago. I don't have any friends or anything near me, so I constantly complain and doomscroll. I do nothing at school either. I sit on the ground in the horrible Florida heat for 45 minutes for lunch while everyone else talks with their friends. I don't have any talents, only some stuff I was good at. I dream about going to West Point, but I know that I have nothing interesting on my profile. My mom is always on Reddit or Instagram, so she never cares about anything I say; nobody does. Nothing in the world makes me happy. No one understands me either. I beg my mom for attention or to do something fun with me, but she says, "You're fourteen, I shouldn't need to play with you". I can't legally drive, so I can't do anything for myself. I'm not asking her to get on the ground and play horses with me; she wouldn't be able to get up anyway, but I just want something to do. I don't even want to be with her; I would be happier if I could go to the movies by myself, but I can't. I'm so close to killing myself, please help me.

shit im not good in these scenarios. @TonyDr @foidslayer @Auggy

 

[the lavo]

if you need anyone to talk to go pms with me

 

[the lavo]

bump

 

[the lavo]

I haven't done anything nice, fun, or cool in years. The only thing I remember loving and would actually do again is when I went to Disney with my school orchestra a year ago. I don't have any friends or anything near me, so I constantly complain and doomscroll. I do nothing at school either. I sit on the ground in the horrible Florida heat for 45 minutes for lunch while everyone else talks with their friends. I don't have any talents, only some stuff I was good at. I dream about going to West Point, but I know that I have nothing interesting on my profile. My mom is always on Reddit or Instagram, so she never cares about anything I say; nobody does. Nothing in the world makes me happy. No one understands me either. I beg my mom for attention or to do something fun with me, but she says, "You're fourteen, I shouldn't need to play with you". I can't legally drive, so I can't do anything for myself. I'm not asking her to get on the ground and play horses with me; she wouldn't be able to get up anyway, but I just want something to do. I don't even want to be with her; I would be happier if I could go to the movies by myself, but I can't. I'm so close to killing myself, please help me.

109 billion humans
that have lived would want to be in your place.
and you are gonna kill yourself just because you are bored?
get a grip find a hobby or just LDAR on these forums till u can drive​

 

[tospakz]

if u actually feel suicidal just come to syria to die a martryr

 

[trenghost]

man all that ur going through sucks if you need to talk to any1 pm me

 

[trenghost]

i get the feeling

 

[Uroboros]

if you need anyone to talk to go pms with me

109 billion humans​

that have lived would want to be in your place.​

and you are gonna kill yourself just because you are bored?​

get a grip find a hobby or just LDAR on these forums till u can drive​

Holy switchup