im stuck inside a loop

[MrMaxwell]

every day is the same

wake up, piss/shit, weigh myself, eat, play games, get hungry, get my steps in, then sleep

im isolated from society

i cant be

i feel like im loosing it

every day is torture

there is nothing

nothing

i seriously cant do this anymore

its like im stuck in a loop

i cant do this shit anymore

my whole life has felt like this

ive never had a true friend

ive been stuck with this never ending state of nothingness

my WHOLE FUCKING LIFE HAS BEEN SPENT ALONE


i cant stand this pain

i guess i turned to this ideology as a reason

an explanation



i feel like my greatest enemy is myself

i feel like all my problems come from within

i cant speak to people

i never developed proper social skills

combine that with someone who is extremely edgy on the internet and you get someone who isnt enjoyable to be around and says some crazy stuff



i honestly wish i was normal

that i could be liked

perhaps that wasnt meant to be

teenage love wasnt meant for me

i guess friendships are included in that





i guess i must walk this path alone

alone

 

[zeno01]

every day is the same

wake up, piss/shit, weigh myself, eat, play games, get hungry, get my steps in, then sleep

im isolated from society

i cant be

i feel like im loosing it

every day is torture

there is nothing

nothing

i seriously cant do this anymore

its like im stuck in a loop

i cant do this shit anymore

my whole life has felt like this

ive never had a true friend

ive been stuck with this never ending state of nothingness

my WHOLE FUCKING LIFE HAS BEEN SPENT ALONE


i cant stand this pain

i guess i turned to this ideology as a reason

an explanation



i feel like my greatest enemy is myself

i feel like all my problems come from within

i cant speak to people

i never developed proper social skills

combine that with someone who is extremely edgy on the internet and you get someone who isnt enjoyable to be around and says some crazy stuff



i honestly wish i was normal

that i could be liked

perhaps that wasnt meant to be

teenage love wasnt meant for me

i guess friendships are included in that





i guess i must walk this path alone

alone

you're not alone bro, lots of people here relate

 

[negative]

How was your weight journey been going?

 

[MrMaxwell]

How was your weight journey been going?

i forgot u were on .com lol

starting weight was 246
im like 195 now

its still not enough for the hoes tho. im gonna lovebomb then ghost if i ever get a girl

edit: should be noted i once was 255. i dropped down to 246 then just maintained ig

 

[negative]

i forgot u were on .com lol

starting weight was 246
im like 195 now

its still not enough for the hoes tho. im gonna lovebomb then ghost if i ever get a girl

edit: should be noted i once was 255. i dropped down to 246 then just maintained ig

your on reta right?

 

[MrMaxwell]

your on reta right?

as of now i'm on absolutely nothing. used to take reta. i think some of it was fake. some of it was real also

also tirz was used

 

[negative]

as of now i'm on absolutely nothing. used to take reta. i think some of it was fake. some of it was real also

also tirz was used

ye get on glp-1's

 

[MrMaxwell]

ye get on glp-1's

nah nga i gotta do the rest naturally

 

[negative]

nah nga i gotta do the rest naturally

i guess