"It's my first time doing something like this" (nomi ramblings pt.9)

[nomi]

I like being someone's first time (not sex) for certain things cus it makes me feel a little special knowing I'm the first ever person (and only) to do stuff like this with but at the same time what if this drags them into a rabbit hole of lust and wtv

Idm being a freakball but I also don't want to start something unhealthy for the person
well I'm a very affectionate person and don't revolve relationships around lust and blah blah blah however I don't want that specific person to think that this is the only true form of love if that makes since?

we're in highschool so obviously we're going to be confused about a lot of things within ourselves but idk I really don't want to confuse this guy that lust is the best way of showing/receiving affection

I've been thinking about this a lot for some reason



ALSO HUGE UPDATE

my mother said that my "punishment" (her words not mine) will be over in a few days
DAYS?? this is great, I'll finally be able to talk to my boyfriend again
hopefullly
this makes me feel better

 

[diskhat]

84% AI btw

 

[nomi]

84% AI btw

where's the other 16%

 

[chudlite67]

I like being someone's first time (not sex) for certain things cus it makes me feel a little special knowing I'm the first ever person (and only) to do stuff like this with but at the same time what if this drags them into a rabbit hole of lust and wtv

Idm being a freakball but I also don't want to start something unhealthy for the person
well I'm a very affectionate person and don't revolve relationships around lust and blah blah blah however I don't want that specific person to think that this is the only true form of love if that makes since?

we're in highschool so obviously we're going to be confused about a lot of things within ourselves but idk I really don't want to confuse this guy that lust is the best way of showing/receiving affection

I've been thinking about this a lot for some reason



ALSO HUGE UPDATE

my mother said that my "punishment" (her words not mine) will be over in a few days
DAYS?? this is great, I'll finally be able to talk to my boyfriend again
hopefullly
this makes me feel better

I don’t understand
You said not sex but the whole post is about sex

 

[nomi]

I don’t understand
You said not sex but the whole post is about sex

BRO NO
I'm talking about other sexual acts as in giving head etc etc

 

[chudlite67]

BRO NO
I'm talking about other sexual acts as in giving head etc etc

Ohhhhh I thought you meant none of it ok I get it
Well if you’re whole relationship isn’t revolves around it like you said then I don’t see a problem

 

[nomi]

Ohhhhh I thought you meant none of it ok I get it
Well if you’re whole relationship isn’t revolves around it like you said then I don’t see a problem

soddy soddy I suck at wording stuff
and yeah it doesnt revolve around it I js don't wanna get carried away with those type of things

 

[chudlite67]

soddy soddy I suck at wording stuff
and yeah it doesnt revolve around it I js don't wanna get carried away with those type of things

its okay nomi

 

[GermanAngel]

Do whatever feels comfortable for you