little self tribute; how far i’ve come.

[lotuus]

Vulnerable, but this was me

Growing up lower-class, I was often fed slop and with overweight parents and a clueless mind of my own, I was obese. 170 in the 7th grade. I was treated very poorly, moved schools because of bullying, had one good friend who eventually stopped hanging out with me, and I was always extremely sad. Often times wishing I was a boy because no girls were ever nice to me, I did not feel feminine.

Being ugly + weird was not a good combination and I was very alone most of the time.

Now, the last photo is a bit older than the others.
In behavioral changes from others towards me, it honestly… feels the same. I know I still have a long way to go, but people genuinely aren’t automatically nice to you if you aren’t nt or htb anymore. I still have very little friends, guys just talk to me a bit more. Still khhv tho lol. This is a bit of a humiliation post but I also want advice please, not just on how to behave in order to have friends, but also my appearance.

Thank you.

 

[spiderrz]

Nice job

 

[loserfoid]

you’re beautiful honey, lhtb

 

[lotuus]

you’re beautiful honey, lhtb

soooon thank you so much

 

[benny]

mirin someone actually looksmaxxed here

you plan on any surgeries?

as far as advice goes, lose the glasses and i feel like ur coloring could be better

mirin regardless

 

[Organelle]

Vulnerable, but this was me


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Growing up lower-class, I was often fed slop and with overweight parents and a clueless mind of my own, I was obese. 170 in the 7th grade. I was treated very poorly, moved schools because of bullying, had one good friend who eventually stopped hanging out with me, and I was always extremely sad. Often times wishing I was a boy because no girls were ever nice to me, I did not feel feminine.

Being ugly + weird was not a good combination and I was very alone most of the time.

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Now, the last photo is a bit older than the others.
In behavioral changes from others towards me, it honestly… feels the same. I know I still have a long way to go, but people genuinely aren’t automatically nice to you if you aren’t nt or htb anymore. I still have very little friends, guys just talk to me a bit more. Still khhv tho lol. This is a bit of a humiliation post but I also want advice please, not just on how to behave in order to have friends, but also my appearance.

Thank you.

My boy @Organ thinks ur cute

 

[lotuus]

mirin someone actually looksmaxxed here

you plan on any surgeries?

as far as advice goes, lose the glasses and i feel like ur coloring could be better

mirin regardless

I used to swear I was getting rhino the second I turned 18 but now idk, maybe just fat grafting or infra implants, tysm.

More tan skin for coloring?

 

[loserfoid]

I used to swear I was getting rhino the second I turned 18 but now idk, maybe just fat grafting or infra implants, tysm.

More tan skin for coloring?

doe blue contacts

 

[Subhuman Cockroach]

nothing changed?

 

[lotuus]

nothing changed?

why are you still mad about earlier just rep me

 

[Subhuman Cockroach]

why are you still mad about earlier just rep me

i only rep my master @leea

 

[Organ]

My boy @Organ thinks ur cute

"cute" my ass n***a

 

[lotuus]

My boy @Organ thinks ur cute

"cute" my ass n***a

Wow feels like im in middle school again

 

[Dzitsu]

Mirin

 

[Dzitsu]

Wow feels like im in middle school again

Dont listen to them lotus ill date u

 

[lotuus]

Dont listen to them lotus ill date u

im down

 

[Dzitsu]

im down

Thats 2 chicks in my harem now

 

[Banjo]

Vulnerable, but this was me


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Growing up lower-class, I was often fed slop and with overweight parents and a clueless mind of my own, I was obese. 170 in the 7th grade. I was treated very poorly, moved schools because of bullying, had one good friend who eventually stopped hanging out with me, and I was always extremely sad. Often times wishing I was a boy because no girls were ever nice to me, I did not feel feminine.

Being ugly + weird was not a good combination and I was very alone most of the time.

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Now, the last photo is a bit older than the others.
In behavioral changes from others towards me, it honestly… feels the same. I know I still have a long way to go, but people genuinely aren’t automatically nice to you if you aren’t nt or htb anymore. I still have very little friends, guys just talk to me a bit more. Still khhv tho lol. This is a bit of a humiliation post but I also want advice please, not just on how to behave in order to have friends, but also my appearance.

Thank you.

Mirin

 

[glamora]

proud of you<3

 

[submissivechud]

Vulnerable, but this was me


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Growing up lower-class, I was often fed slop and with overweight parents and a clueless mind of my own, I was obese. 170 in the 7th grade. I was treated very poorly, moved schools because of bullying, had one good friend who eventually stopped hanging out with me, and I was always extremely sad. Often times wishing I was a boy because no girls were ever nice to me, I did not feel feminine.

Being ugly + weird was not a good combination and I was very alone most of the time.

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Now, the last photo is a bit older than the others.
In behavioral changes from others towards me, it honestly… feels the same. I know I still have a long way to go, but people genuinely aren’t automatically nice to you if you aren’t nt or htb anymore. I still have very little friends, guys just talk to me a bit more. Still khhv tho lol. This is a bit of a humiliation post but I also want advice please, not just on how to behave in order to have friends, but also my appearance.

Thank you.

Mirin hard
How tall are you 170 is crazy

 

[_Zygos_]

tbh i thought you were a man mirin progress though

 

[Ascend-or-die]

Vulnerable, but this was me


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Growing up lower-class, I was often fed slop and with overweight parents and a clueless mind of my own, I was obese. 170 in the 7th grade. I was treated very poorly, moved schools because of bullying, had one good friend who eventually stopped hanging out with me, and I was always extremely sad. Often times wishing I was a boy because no girls were ever nice to me, I did not feel feminine.

Being ugly + weird was not a good combination and I was very alone most of the time.

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Now, the last photo is a bit older than the others.
In behavioral changes from others towards me, it honestly… feels the same. I know I still have a long way to go, but people genuinely aren’t automatically nice to you if you aren’t nt or htb anymore. I still have very little friends, guys just talk to me a bit more. Still khhv tho lol. This is a bit of a humiliation post but I also want advice please, not just on how to behave in order to have friends, but also my appearance.

Thank you.

I feel like looks are not the problem here, you could be getting with people easily (of that's what you want) maybe try to focus on the other parts or just pregab and forget

 

[lotuus]

Mirin hard
How tall are you 170 is crazy

I’m 5’10, but in 7th grade uhhh.. maybe 5’6??

 

[lotuus]

I feel like looks are not the problem here, you could be getting with people easily (of that's what you want) maybe try to focus on the other parts or just pregab and forget

How to fix that? What parts? I just don’t really know how to talk to people.

 

[submissivechud]

I’m 5’10, but in 7th grade uhhh.. maybe 5’6??

Oh shit you're tall
170 still crazy tho jfl

 

[lotuus]

Oh shit you're tall
170 still crazy tho jfl

LOL yea,,
trust me I know

 

[lotuus]

Oh shit you're tall
170 still crazy tho jfl

I found a full body photo of me from 6th grade like last week and genuinely cried to my mom asking why. She was kinda laughing just saying how I always asked for mac and cheese like, I was basically unconscious atm, you should know more about whats better for me than I do at that time.

 

[lotuus]

I found a full body photo of me from 6th grade like last week and genuinely cried to my mom asking why. She was kinda laughing just saying how I always asked for mac and cheese like, I was basically unconscious atm, you should know more about whats better for me than I do at that time.

.

 

[Ascend-or-die]

How to fix that? What parts? I just don’t really know how to talk to people.

I don't really either tbh
My social skills are lacking I think I might just pregab it but you could try therapy or something if it's really bad idk. Sorry I can't be more helpful but I havnt figured out how to fix it either

 

[jacksasub5]

Vulnerable, but this was me


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Growing up lower-class, I was often fed slop and with overweight parents and a clueless mind of my own, I was obese. 170 in the 7th grade. I was treated very poorly, moved schools because of bullying, had one good friend who eventually stopped hanging out with me, and I was always extremely sad. Often times wishing I was a boy because no girls were ever nice to me, I did not feel feminine.

Being ugly + weird was not a good combination and I was very alone most of the time.

View attachment 393485View attachment 393486View attachment 393487View attachment 393488

Now, the last photo is a bit older than the others.
In behavioral changes from others towards me, it honestly… feels the same. I know I still have a long way to go, but people genuinely aren’t automatically nice to you if you aren’t nt or htb anymore. I still have very little friends, guys just talk to me a bit more. Still khhv tho lol. This is a bit of a humiliation post but I also want advice please, not just on how to behave in order to have friends, but also my appearance.

Thank you.

mirin