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The other day I saw this 18-19 year old kid working at a sneaker store, Legit 7.5-8 PSL pretty boy compact midface, good jaw, youthful eyes and frekin perfect hair he was smiling full of life and looking genuinely happy not fake smile like you could tell he was getting action, had friends, and his whole future ahead of him!!
I felt pure jealousy, not even gonna lie I wanted to tell him to wipe that smile off his face!! that’s when it really sunk in that lost time is never found again!! you can gymmax, skinmaxx, moneymax, surgerymax all you want later in life!! But you can’t buy back your youth!! you can’t buy that genuine excitement and naivety about life, that window where everything feels possible and while that kid was living his best teenage years, a lot of us were rotting, coping with academics, "just study bro one day you’ll make it”!! getting bullied, isolated, and told we were “so mature” for our age (which was really just trauma) now we’re here grinding as adults trying to make up for lost years, but it doesn’t hit the same!! the damage is already done!! that dark corner in your soul doesn’t disappear just because you leveled up!! parents love taking credit for your successes but will never accept responsibility for your failures!! “I sacrificed so much”cool, but what did you actually give me that helped? Looks? Social skills? Connections? Or just pressure and unrealistic expectations?
The blackpill isn’t just about dating man It applies to everything in life!! some of us got dealt a shit hand from the start and wasted our prime years coping instead of living and you can’t rewind time!! that 18 year old chadlite kid? Most of us will never get to experience that version of life!! Grind if you want, but understand some things you can never get back!!
Lost time is never found again/
I felt pure jealousy, not even gonna lie I wanted to tell him to wipe that smile off his face!! that’s when it really sunk in that lost time is never found again!! you can gymmax, skinmaxx, moneymax, surgerymax all you want later in life!! But you can’t buy back your youth!! you can’t buy that genuine excitement and naivety about life, that window where everything feels possible and while that kid was living his best teenage years, a lot of us were rotting, coping with academics, "just study bro one day you’ll make it”!! getting bullied, isolated, and told we were “so mature” for our age (which was really just trauma) now we’re here grinding as adults trying to make up for lost years, but it doesn’t hit the same!! the damage is already done!! that dark corner in your soul doesn’t disappear just because you leveled up!! parents love taking credit for your successes but will never accept responsibility for your failures!! “I sacrificed so much”cool, but what did you actually give me that helped? Looks? Social skills? Connections? Or just pressure and unrealistic expectations?
The blackpill isn’t just about dating man It applies to everything in life!! some of us got dealt a shit hand from the start and wasted our prime years coping instead of living and you can’t rewind time!! that 18 year old chadlite kid? Most of us will never get to experience that version of life!! Grind if you want, but understand some things you can never get back!!
Lost time is never found again/
