mentalcel rant of doom

[Evilemofoid]

i will never forgive this world or my mother for the mental illnesses from all the repeat and visceral trauma

i will never get to finish highschool or get my doctorate like i always wanted

i will never find someone who can love me and understand me or get to get married

i will never have 2 boys and a girl and a little white house like my nannys

i will never hear a loud noise without freezing for minutes on end

ill never be able to eat without shame

i will never have clean arms legs ankles neck face stomach, all just a sick art gallery of all this bs

i will never have family or get to go to family events

i will never keep a friend for longer than 6 months


the part that makes me the sickest to my stomafh is that ill probably die, soon, without ever even have had a stable living situation, either ive moved every single year or couchhopped for months
like now

i cant wrap my head around ever, even half the things that have been done to me, and i know trying to wrap my head arounf it will surely end me



end rant
dnr or wtv i just needed words out

 

[BigDihDiddy ⚦]

I mean u probably will have 2 boys and 1 girl but from 3 different dads probably get STDS I’m impressed u haven’t already tbh

And live off a new boyfriend every month on tinder constantly moving u and ur 3 kids to their houses then they will realise u and ur kids and drug addiction aren’t worth it so you’ll keep on repeating

 

[Evilemofoid]

I mean u probably will have 2 boys and 1 girl but from 3 different dads probably get STDS I’m impressed u haven’t already tbh

And live off a new boyfriend every month on tinder constantly moving u and ur 3 kids to their houses then they will realise u and ur kids and drug addiction aren’t worth it so you’ll keep on repeating

ive been infertile since i was 14 you fucking tard

 

[ermhilol]

You deserve worse

 

[Evilemofoid]

You deserve worse

???
why
you dont even know what ive been through your probably assuming im just a bratty kid

 

[femboysNaddie]

???
why
you dont even know what ive been through your probably assuming im just a bratty kid

Ignore them bb

 

[ermhilol]

???
why
you dont even know what ive been through your probably assuming im just a bratty kid

Your a e-whore who sluts herself out virtually.

I know all I need to know

 

[Evilemofoid]

Your a e-whore who sluts herself out virtually.

I know all I need to know

any other person ive seen u reply under here has talked to 100+ more ppl online than me
ive talked to 3

 

[femboysNaddie]

any other person ive seen u reply under here has talked to 100+ more ppl online than me
ive talked to 3

Including me btw

 

[Orka]

ive been infertile since i was 14 you fucking tard

Was this a result of you trying to mess with your hormones with pharmaceuticals? Or just random stuff

 

[Evilemofoid]

Was this a result of you trying to mess with your hormones with pharmaceuticals? Or just random stuff

ed

 

[ruby]

ed

what bmi were u

 

[Evilemofoid]

what bmi were u

12.8 was my lowest

 

[ruby]

12.8 was my lowest

i find that hard to believe

 

[Evilemofoid]

i find that hard to believe

i was around 73 or 74lbs
i had to be hospitilized for awhile

 

[ermhilol]

any other person ive seen u reply under here has talked to 100+ more ppl online than me
ive talked to 3

i suppose your right, there are users im aware of who are sending personilized nude (whilst being minors) because they dont wanna get ratted out on .org

 

[Bananachip]

M

i find that hard to believe

y lowest bmi was 45.7 I looked scary thin