5'9 btw. i height mog u all.
me almost 2 years ago
looking like that i was dating dudes shorter than me that made me pay for every date including their ubers home & when i asked for flowers theyd say only if u give me the money for it which i did, my bodycount went up every month & id let men hit first date. it was dogshit. i would stress eat & i was called pregnant at one point bc of rapid belly fat. i wore baggy 24/7 which made me look more fat.
i went to school only 2 times a year, i was deadass a neet on discord 24/7
me now: (mb for using the same pic, my phone broke a week ago & i just got this balayage so ur getting macbook shit)
what changed?
i got what others likes instead of what i liked
longer hair looks good on women, grew it out
curtain bangs look better for my face shape, got that
constant sunscreen to get back my natural skin colour (second lightest shade to exist)
i got a balayage to stand out & chose a colour that fits my colour pallet (i used an app to determine hair & clothing colours for my skintone, i recommend it)
i stopped stress eating
i started a skincare, lipcare & haircare routine, though there are still problems, its gotten better
i started shaping my eyebrows
i used lash serum every night, you can see the clear difference im not wearing mascara or any makeup
puberty helped honestly, i had a baby face up till a year ago or maybe i was just fat, idfk?
oh right, i became religious & was basically vegan except i ate fish & honey, i went vegan when i was overseas for weeks at a time so it got my weight down a bit, im still not eating healthy tho cos i still eat dairy & red meats when its leftovers
i started wearing fitting/bodyhugging clothes too which helped my appearance i dont think i dressed like a whore tho cos i still never showed my cleavage or butt
dearpeachie on youtube has been a big help really recommend it for girls
the top of my hair was slightly flat so i moved my middle part a bit, it helped aswell bc thats what all the stylists did on me
ik id look better w styled hair but i dont like using a 230 degree wand next to my face, im gonna buy & try a heatless curler once i get a new phone (data transferred) cos i forgot my password lol.
i use heatless curler for my front hair tho.
thats honestly it, i plan to get on a banana + coconut water diet to see if i die or get a better face from it, hit the gym tho im scared my ass/legs will grow too big & ill have to repurchase all my bottom clothes & have trouble at work bc im already curvy at 85, 64 & 97cm. my waist got smaller by 9cm with puberty & losing a bit of weight. i saw a girl get fired for having a waist too small so im scared, having to custom make ur models clothes & not having customers relate to the fit of the clothing is bad
my not being a neet progress has been good, i go to school half the time & i blame it on being nocturnal w no meds that seem to help cos whenever im awake im always at school. ive landed 3 jobs/gigs acting & ugc creating, made a bit of money off a business too. girls if u want cheap handmade nails hmu special discount
my love life has skyrocketed. only downside is men only go out with me for my looks. it makes me feel like an object tbh. "so why do u like me?" "cos ur pretty" cmon now. i no longer pay at all on dates & get flowers when i dont even ask, getting a custom 250$ bouquet at one point just bc he wanted my mom to like him, i get food delivered too just cos i say im sad, A GUY HAND DELIVERED A MILKSHAKE TO MY HOUSE N DIDNT EVEN SEE ME AT ONE POINT LOOAMSOKOD i get multiple flower deliveries when i block a guy with a "im sorry" note inside, imagine being the employee to have to write that, i got taken in a helicopter ride too. "but thats all materialistic" ok fine. i got force fed grapes when i said "i didnt eat till this monring can ur food delivery hurry up" i got carried to the car when i said my heels hurt & when he couldnt carry me anymore took off his shoes went barefoot for me so i could have his shoes, in freezing temperatures cos we're on a skytower a guy would take off his second layer for me & force me to wear it even tho i rejected it 8 times, men refuse to let me carry anything or open doors usually even if its 20kg & the bags are bumping into shit.
when im ugly im treated like a wallet & pocket puthy.
when im not ugly im treated like something out of a fairytale book.
looks literally affects almost everything in ur life
also kept my legs closed for a year and a half now & dont even kiss anyone before marriage, men are still ok with it & going out w me, imagine making that exception to someone who looked like the old me. not in a million years.
i cover up my acne with foundation for dates if ur wondering why theres such a difference, i look better on dates
hes not texting u back bc of how u look :3 hes asking u to be the masculine one to chase & pay bc of how u look :3 its not him its u :3 its not over. lock in.
me almost 2 years ago
looking like that i was dating dudes shorter than me that made me pay for every date including their ubers home & when i asked for flowers theyd say only if u give me the money for it which i did, my bodycount went up every month & id let men hit first date. it was dogshit. i would stress eat & i was called pregnant at one point bc of rapid belly fat. i wore baggy 24/7 which made me look more fat.
i went to school only 2 times a year, i was deadass a neet on discord 24/7
me now: (mb for using the same pic, my phone broke a week ago & i just got this balayage so ur getting macbook shit)
what changed?
i got what others likes instead of what i liked
longer hair looks good on women, grew it out
curtain bangs look better for my face shape, got that
constant sunscreen to get back my natural skin colour (second lightest shade to exist)
i got a balayage to stand out & chose a colour that fits my colour pallet (i used an app to determine hair & clothing colours for my skintone, i recommend it)
i stopped stress eating
i started a skincare, lipcare & haircare routine, though there are still problems, its gotten better
i started shaping my eyebrows
i used lash serum every night, you can see the clear difference im not wearing mascara or any makeup
puberty helped honestly, i had a baby face up till a year ago or maybe i was just fat, idfk?
oh right, i became religious & was basically vegan except i ate fish & honey, i went vegan when i was overseas for weeks at a time so it got my weight down a bit, im still not eating healthy tho cos i still eat dairy & red meats when its leftovers
i started wearing fitting/bodyhugging clothes too which helped my appearance i dont think i dressed like a whore tho cos i still never showed my cleavage or butt
dearpeachie on youtube has been a big help really recommend it for girls
the top of my hair was slightly flat so i moved my middle part a bit, it helped aswell bc thats what all the stylists did on me
ik id look better w styled hair but i dont like using a 230 degree wand next to my face, im gonna buy & try a heatless curler once i get a new phone (data transferred) cos i forgot my password lol.
i use heatless curler for my front hair tho.
thats honestly it, i plan to get on a banana + coconut water diet to see if i die or get a better face from it, hit the gym tho im scared my ass/legs will grow too big & ill have to repurchase all my bottom clothes & have trouble at work bc im already curvy at 85, 64 & 97cm. my waist got smaller by 9cm with puberty & losing a bit of weight. i saw a girl get fired for having a waist too small so im scared, having to custom make ur models clothes & not having customers relate to the fit of the clothing is bad
my not being a neet progress has been good, i go to school half the time & i blame it on being nocturnal w no meds that seem to help cos whenever im awake im always at school. ive landed 3 jobs/gigs acting & ugc creating, made a bit of money off a business too. girls if u want cheap handmade nails hmu special discount
my love life has skyrocketed. only downside is men only go out with me for my looks. it makes me feel like an object tbh. "so why do u like me?" "cos ur pretty" cmon now. i no longer pay at all on dates & get flowers when i dont even ask, getting a custom 250$ bouquet at one point just bc he wanted my mom to like him, i get food delivered too just cos i say im sad, A GUY HAND DELIVERED A MILKSHAKE TO MY HOUSE N DIDNT EVEN SEE ME AT ONE POINT LOOAMSOKOD i get multiple flower deliveries when i block a guy with a "im sorry" note inside, imagine being the employee to have to write that, i got taken in a helicopter ride too. "but thats all materialistic" ok fine. i got force fed grapes when i said "i didnt eat till this monring can ur food delivery hurry up" i got carried to the car when i said my heels hurt & when he couldnt carry me anymore took off his shoes went barefoot for me so i could have his shoes, in freezing temperatures cos we're on a skytower a guy would take off his second layer for me & force me to wear it even tho i rejected it 8 times, men refuse to let me carry anything or open doors usually even if its 20kg & the bags are bumping into shit.
when im ugly im treated like a wallet & pocket puthy.
when im not ugly im treated like something out of a fairytale book.
looks literally affects almost everything in ur life
also kept my legs closed for a year and a half now & dont even kiss anyone before marriage, men are still ok with it & going out w me, imagine making that exception to someone who looked like the old me. not in a million years.
i cover up my acne with foundation for dates if ur wondering why theres such a difference, i look better on dates
hes not texting u back bc of how u look :3 hes asking u to be the masculine one to chase & pay bc of how u look :3 its not him its u :3 its not over. lock in.
