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Story neurodivergency and girls | how an LTB killed me

binx

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a message to my good friend teo:

stop acting like youre an incel. it may sound cool to be throwing around incel terms on tiktok and researching this. but i highly doubt you are even on here.

i dont even claim myself as an incel but if anything youre the exact opposite of an incel. im at least grateful for the encounters ive had with women. and hopefully you should realize that some people are completely avoided by women. and im in a state of where i dont know what the fuck is going on but i feel FUCKING UNHAPPY

HERE IS REASONS WHY YOU ARE NOT AN INCEL TEO:

your snap score is 200k
you’re tall
you’re decently good looking
you have a highly active social life
you have hooked up with an uncountable number of girls
you’re in a teenage social group with over 60 girls and boys
youre strictly NT
i have seen a group of 8 mtbs go into your house to hang out with you alone

HERE THE STORY BEGINS

A few months ago i texted this girl who my friend became close with but was rejected by her. and texted her about him and tried to change her mind and stuff idk per request of him.

being as lonely as i am; i NEVER snap any girls or barely, a few months ago it was truly nobody. and being as i am if any girl even is near me or replies to me etc. i get attached, and this has happened badly before but not as bad as this one. ive talked about a wild experience in a previous rant here but this one is so so recent and embarrassing that its truly bad.

i have talked about this girl in the other rant but basically i started being weird and threw out looksmaxx terms at her and kept getting blocked and kept begging to get unblocked and it was so weird.

eventually a month ago, my friends had become close friends with the girls friend group, and hung out one night at one of my friends’ house really close to mine. so they walked over and out of surprise her and another one of her friends and the boys were at my doorstep. and it was totally out of the blue.

they said hi and my friend who was rejected by her said “lets squash the beef between you guys” and she unblocked me and they invited me over to the hangout.

ONE RULE OF LIFE I ALWAYS LIVE BY IS GOOD THINGS DONT LAST FOREVER

so we walked over and went to the basement and watched a movie. they were all sitting on the couch and i was basically spectating a 2 man but not really. the boys were on one side and the girls were on the other side of the couch. and it was okay i guess, never thought i would be in this situation right now but i was.

after everyone went home, they added me to their hangout gc, and for a week or two we hung out almost every day. and she would snap me more and more and talk more and more. and at the hangouts, she would get closer and closer to me.

eventually, there was this thing created by her and spread called “111”. one of my friends knew about it and told us hints like “so the girl likes this boy and yeah”. and also at this point i had found out that she had a crush on one of my close friends a few months ago but not really anymore (SO I THOUGHT) and at this point i was guessing “WHAT IF SHE LIKES ME”. and at this point of time, i was extremely happy. i was truly forgetting about the blackpill and i had nothing to worry about. we would talk constantly and life was amazing.

then on the day of our towns st patricks day parade, about two weeks ago. was the final time we would hang out.

it was me, the friend who owns the house. her and another friend.

my friend and the other girl were making motions and telling me to put my arm around her, but i didnt because i was scared. she would keep putting her legs on my legs as a footrest and kept touching me and being close to me. even though the couch was HUGE and there was a ton of space, she continued to sit next to me and do that.

eventually, she had to go. and i went home. and i felt great. for the next few days, we talked on and on and she seemed interested in me.

GOOD THINGS DONT LAST FOREVER

suddenly, she got sick over the weekend.

she went from sending purple snaps every few minutes and voice messages that were minutes long to leaving me on delivered for 20+ hours and sending snaps of her wall, while her snapscore went up hundreds.

i didnt know what i was doing wrong, i would send texts and she would take hours to reply just to say “ok” or “oh” while being insanely active on snap.

i eventually had enough, and i deactivated my account and deleted snap, only for a day. but at school she seemed interested and talked to me. so i decided to reactivate my account and snap her.

i was left on delivered for countless hours. and eventually i was like “what do i have to lose or gain, its truly over”

so last night, while havibg my snap on delivered for hours, i texted her

“i like you”

she OBVIOUSLY was online, didnt know whay to say but obviously half swiped and was like HABAHAHA what a fucking loser

i woke up in the morning, still on delivered and stayed home from school because im a pussy and cant face my consequences

eventually, she snapped me back…

a fucking photo of MY FRIEND THAT SHE HAD A CRUSH ON AS A RESPONSE

i replied with just a blank stare and decided to block her a minute after.

CONCLUSION:

i still dont know what the fuck i did and what she did to me. if i had to guess she was love bombing me or something. if you know more on this topic please tell me what happened

the secret “111” thing was that she a had obtained a crush on my friend she had rejected a while back

and most importantly, good things dont last forever
 

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I might read sometime
 
you're making this essay abt her while she is sucking chad cock altruistically
 
a message to my good friend teo:

stop acting like youre an incel. it may sound cool to be throwing around incel terms on tiktok and researching this. but i highly doubt you are even on here.

i dont even claim myself as an incel but if anything youre the exact opposite of an incel. im at least grateful for the encounters ive had with women. and hopefully you should realize that some people are completely avoided by women. and im in a state of where i dont know what the fuck is going on but i feel FUCKING UNHAPPY

HERE IS REASONS WHY YOU ARE NOT AN INCEL TEO:

your snap score is 200k
you’re tall
you’re decently good looking
you have a highly active social life
you have hooked up with an uncountable number of girls
you’re in a teenage social group with over 60 girls and boys
youre strictly NT
i have seen a group of 8 mtbs go into your house to hang out with you alone

HERE THE STORY BEGINS

A few months ago i texted this girl who my friend became close with but was rejected by her. and texted her about him and tried to change her mind and stuff idk per request of him.

being as lonely as i am; i NEVER snap any girls or barely, a few months ago it was truly nobody. and being as i am if any girl even is near me or replies to me etc. i get attached, and this has happened badly before but not as bad as this one. ive talked about a wild experience in a previous rant here but this one is so so recent and embarrassing that its truly bad.

i have talked about this girl in the other rant but basically i started being weird and threw out looksmaxx terms at her and kept getting blocked and kept begging to get unblocked and it was so weird.

eventually a month ago, my friends had become close friends with the girls friend group, and hung out one night at one of my friends’ house really close to mine. so they walked over and out of surprise her and another one of her friends and the boys were at my doorstep. and it was totally out of the blue.

they said hi and my friend who was rejected by her said “lets squash the beef between you guys” and she unblocked me and they invited me over to the hangout.

ONE RULE OF LIFE I ALWAYS LIVE BY IS GOOD THINGS DONT LAST FOREVER

so we walked over and went to the basement and watched a movie. they were all sitting on the couch and i was basically spectating a 2 man but not really. the boys were on one side and the girls were on the other side of the couch. and it was okay i guess, never thought i would be in this situation right now but i was.

after everyone went home, they added me to their hangout gc, and for a week or two we hung out almost every day. and she would snap me more and more and talk more and more. and at the hangouts, she would get closer and closer to me.

eventually, there was this thing created by her and spread called “111”. one of my friends knew about it and told us hints like “so the girl likes this boy and yeah”. and also at this point i had found out that she had a crush on one of my close friends a few months ago but not really anymore (SO I THOUGHT) and at this point i was guessing “WHAT IF SHE LIKES ME”. and at this point of time, i was extremely happy. i was truly forgetting about the blackpill and i had nothing to worry about. we would talk constantly and life was amazing.

then on the day of our towns st patricks day parade, about two weeks ago. was the final time we would hang out.

it was me, the friend who owns the house. her and another friend.

my friend and the other girl were making motions and telling me to put my arm around her, but i didnt because i was scared. she would keep putting her legs on my legs as a footrest and kept touching me and being close to me. even though the couch was HUGE and there was a ton of space, she continued to sit next to me and do that.

eventually, she had to go. and i went home. and i felt great. for the next few days, we talked on and on and she seemed interested in me.

GOOD THINGS DONT LAST FOREVER

suddenly, she got sick over the weekend.

she went from sending purple snaps every few minutes and voice messages that were minutes long to leaving me on delivered for 20+ hours and sending snaps of her wall, while her snapscore went up hundreds.

i didnt know what i was doing wrong, i would send texts and she would take hours to reply just to say “ok” or “oh” while being insanely active on snap.

i eventually had enough, and i deactivated my account and deleted snap, only for a day. but at school she seemed interested and talked to me. so i decided to reactivate my account and snap her.

i was left on delivered for countless hours. and eventually i was like “what do i have to lose or gain, its truly over”

so last night, while havibg my snap on delivered for hours, i texted her

“i like you”

she OBVIOUSLY was online, didnt know whay to say but obviously half swiped and was like HABAHAHA what a fucking loser

i woke up in the morning, still on delivered and stayed home from school because im a pussy and cant face my consequences

eventually, she snapped me back…

a fucking photo of MY FRIEND THAT SHE HAD A CRUSH ON AS A RESPONSE

i replied with just a blank stare and decided to block her a minute after.

CONCLUSION:

i still dont know what the fuck i did and what she did to me. if i had to guess she was love bombing me or something. if you know more on this topic please tell me what happened

the secret “111” thing was that she a had obtained a crush on my friend she had rejected a while back

and most importantly, good things dont last forever
ill read this later.
 
thats tuff yeah she was probably manipulating you is my best guess
what does 111 mean tho?
 
do u have tldr
 
Aw binx I remember your last rant. I'm sorry this happened to you. It seemed weird that she was super into you and just randomly got cold. Especially even nothing between you two seemed to change 🤔 kind of an asshole move to be all touchy touchy with u and send a ton of snaps if she wasn't gonna be into you anyways
 
u should’ve made a move when u had the chance bud but i understand the getting attached thing it happens to me too and it’s brutal, not really much u can do other than be depressed or latch on to a new girl
 
not a single molecule
 
idk why girls do this they’re weird asf ig it’s “love bombing” or maybe they just want ur attention/ they like the idea of u in their head idk pal
Every woman loves attention especially insecure ones who want ego boost will pretend to like u even when they dont to feel wanted
 

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