osakasim
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i literally hate my parents because of what they did to me. my dad is a 6’4 htn who could’ve literally had ANYONE. he chose my mom, a mtb who is 4’11. i don’t understand how he could do this to me. it really really feels like a betrayal & because of it my jaw is at least 3 inches recessed (i let my jaw go, suck in my cheeks a tiny bit, & put my mandibles forward) & i literally have no cheek bones. they’re basically non-existent. my parents say im perfect the way i am even though literally jo matter how much weight i lose (i had an ED in middle school, was 5’4 & 100lb) my fat cheeks wouldn’t go away. im literally sub3 without frauding. not to mention when i was a child apparently i would scratch at my face & now there are holes in my face. i cannot wait until i have enough money to get double jaw surgery & adopt a child so i can finally end my bloodline. i hate my remus length, my recessed infras, my upper eye exposure, my height (5’7) & neurodivergence. there’s nothing i can do but suffer through high school & college while my parents ask me why im not having a good time or having any girlfriends.