I’m unable to decipher whether self hatred is beneficial or not. I find my self majority of time in this sort of delusion and state. It pushes me to alter the things I don’t particularly like, whether that be personality wise, looks wise, about body and etc. Yet this state of mind often puts me in a much unhappier and sporadic place opposed to if I just don’t care about these things. Maybe I’ll update this thread another time and see if my view on this dilemma changes