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This thread is not for teens who want to look good, but feel better and more masculine/dominant
Weak was my second name. Had no muscles, was scarred of conflict and rejection. A tall fake friend used to hurt me physically and I would just laugh about it, even though I knew he tried to test my limits and play with my sympathy. Typical "nice guy", and fuck I was so scared of saying stop, because I feared to break the relationship, and many fake friends used this vulnerability to use me.
You need a fucking punch in the face.
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Let me explain. I was scared to hurt all my life. I did 4 years of judo since I was 5, and the only time I hurt someone there I made a girl cry. Maybe it traumatized me. One day my father asked me to punch him when I was around 10. We spent 2 hours talking about this because I was scared to hurt him. I finally puched him with all my strenght because he pushed me psycologicaly, and he was hurt quite a bit. This experience granted me nothing at the time and made me even more scared to hurt, but I understand what he tried to do : he tried to make me compehend the necessity of violence (in self defense). Anyway, I discovered social media and the corny "sigma" world during covid and obsessed about it (I was a young teen fuck you). So I started to act autisticly as any wannabe sigma male kid, but this has also bring me to the "collaspe of masculinity" bullshit edits. Remember those sad corny sigma edits where there was a feminine boy and his dad playing games and the dad would look sad cuz his son's a fagget ? lol what am I even writing.
The thing is, I would be like "lgbt is so r******d, I am sigma" when I was a little b*tch myself. And I looked in the mirror realising I was no man, that I was a little corny ass teen with no objective in life and very submissive.
So I started by breaking toxic relationships, stared sports, and I met a new friend that got bullied in scool and became a fighter. This guy is no joke. He knows a lot of combat sports, techniques, weak spots, and can neutralize you if you let him get close. That guy is a beast fr. So he introduced me to boxing and wrestling and he was like man you should really try this out. But I was still scared of violence !
Then I discovered testosterone and all the benefits. I knew it could change me, make me a man and not a pussy. So I improved my diet, stopped acting like a b*tch, started being diciplined, did pull-ups 4x a week, stayed in the sun, drank 2liters of milk daily (more acne yay !). And fighting was one of the most efficient ways to produce it. So I thought about fighting with my friend. But I swear to you just the idea of fighting got me shitting myself, I never fought in my life ! At least hard !
One day I accepted and we did a sparring boxing match, and this got me so exited that during the fight I said "that's fun, let's go 100% !" (just so you know we had no safety equipment). And yeah he punched me pretty fucking hard in the nose. I was bleeding but exited, adrenaline was rushing and got back up and asked to continue, we fought 2 minuted at full power and it was amazing.
This is similar to Fight Club, you need to conquer your fears with a single, but brutal experience. So then I started fighting with other dudes and I was pretty good at it. I saw change at school, people would respect me because I would not let someone be rude to me in front of others. I knew this testosterone thingy was doing something to me. I saw muscles, more pronounced ramus and other bones in the face, facial pilosity, respect from others, attention from girls (and amplified acne, fuck !). I think I optimised it well during puberty.
I think the problem lied in my diet, my fear to stand up for myself disguised as kindness, and lack of aggression as well as lack of sleep.
The more I read about testosterone, the more I felt masculine because I related to symptoms and changes in life.
Trust me : optimising testosterone will change your life. It will enhance your facial bones and give you confidence. You'll climb the dominance hierarchy and see men and women respect you, and it amplifies as you get older ! Find something to fight for, get sleep, stand up for yourself even if it means breaking relationships. Remember : those people that treat you bad make your testosterone drop to oblivion.
I have a friend, 15 years of age, testosterone levels of a snail. He gets disrespected by his friend and I'm like : "Stand up for yourself man, tell them to go fuck themselves, go beat them when they disrespect you". But he's always like naahh that's not nice. I wish I could do some sparring break his fucking nose to show him how it feels.
I swear guys they're destroying your T levels with all the shit you put in your mouth and by telling you "booboo the sun is bad"
I mean wtf are you talking about n***a the sun is your testosterone's best friend stfu
I don't recommend tren or any other performance enhancing drug because you will have the T levels of an oyster when hopping off cycle
Thanks.
Weak was my second name. Had no muscles, was scarred of conflict and rejection. A tall fake friend used to hurt me physically and I would just laugh about it, even though I knew he tried to test my limits and play with my sympathy. Typical "nice guy", and fuck I was so scared of saying stop, because I feared to break the relationship, and many fake friends used this vulnerability to use me.
You need a fucking punch in the face.
______________________________________
Let me explain. I was scared to hurt all my life. I did 4 years of judo since I was 5, and the only time I hurt someone there I made a girl cry. Maybe it traumatized me. One day my father asked me to punch him when I was around 10. We spent 2 hours talking about this because I was scared to hurt him. I finally puched him with all my strenght because he pushed me psycologicaly, and he was hurt quite a bit. This experience granted me nothing at the time and made me even more scared to hurt, but I understand what he tried to do : he tried to make me compehend the necessity of violence (in self defense). Anyway, I discovered social media and the corny "sigma" world during covid and obsessed about it (I was a young teen fuck you). So I started to act autisticly as any wannabe sigma male kid, but this has also bring me to the "collaspe of masculinity" bullshit edits. Remember those sad corny sigma edits where there was a feminine boy and his dad playing games and the dad would look sad cuz his son's a fagget ? lol what am I even writing.
The thing is, I would be like "lgbt is so r******d, I am sigma" when I was a little b*tch myself. And I looked in the mirror realising I was no man, that I was a little corny ass teen with no objective in life and very submissive.
So I started by breaking toxic relationships, stared sports, and I met a new friend that got bullied in scool and became a fighter. This guy is no joke. He knows a lot of combat sports, techniques, weak spots, and can neutralize you if you let him get close. That guy is a beast fr. So he introduced me to boxing and wrestling and he was like man you should really try this out. But I was still scared of violence !
Then I discovered testosterone and all the benefits. I knew it could change me, make me a man and not a pussy. So I improved my diet, stopped acting like a b*tch, started being diciplined, did pull-ups 4x a week, stayed in the sun, drank 2liters of milk daily (more acne yay !). And fighting was one of the most efficient ways to produce it. So I thought about fighting with my friend. But I swear to you just the idea of fighting got me shitting myself, I never fought in my life ! At least hard !
One day I accepted and we did a sparring boxing match, and this got me so exited that during the fight I said "that's fun, let's go 100% !" (just so you know we had no safety equipment). And yeah he punched me pretty fucking hard in the nose. I was bleeding but exited, adrenaline was rushing and got back up and asked to continue, we fought 2 minuted at full power and it was amazing.
This is similar to Fight Club, you need to conquer your fears with a single, but brutal experience. So then I started fighting with other dudes and I was pretty good at it. I saw change at school, people would respect me because I would not let someone be rude to me in front of others. I knew this testosterone thingy was doing something to me. I saw muscles, more pronounced ramus and other bones in the face, facial pilosity, respect from others, attention from girls (and amplified acne, fuck !). I think I optimised it well during puberty.
I think the problem lied in my diet, my fear to stand up for myself disguised as kindness, and lack of aggression as well as lack of sleep.
The more I read about testosterone, the more I felt masculine because I related to symptoms and changes in life.
Trust me : optimising testosterone will change your life. It will enhance your facial bones and give you confidence. You'll climb the dominance hierarchy and see men and women respect you, and it amplifies as you get older ! Find something to fight for, get sleep, stand up for yourself even if it means breaking relationships. Remember : those people that treat you bad make your testosterone drop to oblivion.
I have a friend, 15 years of age, testosterone levels of a snail. He gets disrespected by his friend and I'm like : "Stand up for yourself man, tell them to go fuck themselves, go beat them when they disrespect you". But he's always like naahh that's not nice. I wish I could do some sparring break his fucking nose to show him how it feels.
I swear guys they're destroying your T levels with all the shit you put in your mouth and by telling you "booboo the sun is bad"
I mean wtf are you talking about n***a the sun is your testosterone's best friend stfu
I don't recommend tren or any other performance enhancing drug because you will have the T levels of an oyster when hopping off cycle
Thanks.
