truly feel like roping but i don’t want to leave my dogs behind or my parents having to pay the funerals

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Like bruh even if my brain would somehow handle to become a teacher which is my realistic plan, I wouldn't be happy.

Friends, family, holidays, gifts...nothing can make me happy but BEAUTY and been quite always like this

The only moment I feel ok when I go outside is when I receive a compliment...in rest I do not have any interest to talk to others.

Even since very early childhood, I was chosing other little girls to worship for their beauty and then when I was finding another one, the former was meh in my eyes.

I don't care if anyone finds me cute, if anything it annoys me.

I don't see any reason to live without a striking face...sorry not sorry

 

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And no...I won't do surgery or makeup or such stuff. I don't care if others do it, but I feel like it is cheating.

Actualy I don't even care abt conventional beauty that much, I only want a look you can't get out of your mind. I just don't wanna hear stuff like "mid".

 

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[Currycelloser]

Like bruh even if my brain would somehow handle to become a teacher which is my realistic plan, I wouldn't be happy.

Friends, family, holidays, gifts...nothing can make me happy but BEAUTY and been quite always like this

The only moment I feel ok when I go outside is when I receive a compliment...in rest I do not have any interest to talk to others.

Even since very early childhood, I was chosing other little girls to worship for their beauty and then when I was finding another one, the former was meh in my eyes.

I don't care if anyone finds me cute, if anything it annoys me.

I don't see any reason to live without a striking face...sorry not sorry

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yea i genuinely agree