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It's official. I can only recall the female gender as a whole hating on me in some form or another throughout the entirety of my life. Heck, even when I looked objectively my best, girls still had this type of disgust towards me but I looked good so they looked past it to some degree most of the time.
Yeah, I can get the occasional ONS with a mid looking chick. But I don't think there's anything worse than having a ONS and the girl is completely emotionally closed off and just laying there. These very same women don't want to be seen in public with me, but they sure as hell want to be screw behind closed doors. It's very painful that women view me as someone beneath them so much so that they don't want to be seen in public with me because i'll 'lower her status.'
All I want is a relationship where I recieve affection from a woman and can help explore her body while fulfilling her needs in the process. I don't think it's in the cards for me as I've been single for around 15 or so years. I feel like women have collectively written me off as some defected dude. It got so bad years ago that I stopped even looking at women or communicating with them while carrying myself in a very relaxed and layed back kind of way when I was around them and they noticed this and here I am today. The false hope the girls gave me brought me back into the dating scene because at age 22, (im gen z btw), I fully gave up on women and I kind of regret taking myself out of that mentality, because I was at such a state of peace it's hard to put into words. I find myself yearning for it and just calling it quits. If I do find myself leaning into it, I will be so relaxed and at peace with my situation that no woman in the world could convince me that she is being genuine with me. Once that day comes, I will let go and never deal with another woman ever again.
I'm starting to get old, and this isn't working. All of the surgeries, lifting, softmaxing, confidence maxing hasn't resulted in anything serious taking place for me with women. Its like they enjoy leading men on like me collectively. But at the end of the day, my track record speaks for itself and soon i'll know once and for all where I stand. I didn't want this, but women do. All I ever wanted was a loving relationship where I give my full loyalty to one special woman. But that aint reality, so it seems.
Yeah, I can get the occasional ONS with a mid looking chick. But I don't think there's anything worse than having a ONS and the girl is completely emotionally closed off and just laying there. These very same women don't want to be seen in public with me, but they sure as hell want to be screw behind closed doors. It's very painful that women view me as someone beneath them so much so that they don't want to be seen in public with me because i'll 'lower her status.'
All I want is a relationship where I recieve affection from a woman and can help explore her body while fulfilling her needs in the process. I don't think it's in the cards for me as I've been single for around 15 or so years. I feel like women have collectively written me off as some defected dude. It got so bad years ago that I stopped even looking at women or communicating with them while carrying myself in a very relaxed and layed back kind of way when I was around them and they noticed this and here I am today. The false hope the girls gave me brought me back into the dating scene because at age 22, (im gen z btw), I fully gave up on women and I kind of regret taking myself out of that mentality, because I was at such a state of peace it's hard to put into words. I find myself yearning for it and just calling it quits. If I do find myself leaning into it, I will be so relaxed and at peace with my situation that no woman in the world could convince me that she is being genuine with me. Once that day comes, I will let go and never deal with another woman ever again.
I'm starting to get old, and this isn't working. All of the surgeries, lifting, softmaxing, confidence maxing hasn't resulted in anything serious taking place for me with women. Its like they enjoy leading men on like me collectively. But at the end of the day, my track record speaks for itself and soon i'll know once and for all where I stand. I didn't want this, but women do. All I ever wanted was a loving relationship where I give my full loyalty to one special woman. But that aint reality, so it seems.
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