What are your regrets in life?

[dipenhydramine]

Heres mine

When i was 14 i abused benadryl so bad
I saw things every day and spent all night crying or tweaking
i lost all my friends and connections
my parents think im a loser
i saw shadows for months and my brain will never work the sam

i abused it til i was 16

 

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Existing

 

[dipenhydramine]

Existing

amen

 

[geneticCage]

I regret nothing

 

[Deleted Member 65979]

not saving the link to that one ph video 5 years ago

 

[dipenhydramine]

I regret nothing

bhai ur literally postal man

 

[dipenhydramine]

 

[geneticCage]

bhai ur literally postal man

I'm glad you got the reference!

 

[dipenhydramine]

I'm glad you got the reference!

postal goated

 

[pompompurino]

letting myself get too attached to ppl, i used to not be this way and be more avoidant but ive gotten too comfortable being vulnerable

 

[dipenhydramine]

letting myself get too attached to ppl, i used to not be this way and be more avoidant but ive gotten too comfortable being vulnerable

ye i do the same and have a hard time lettjng ppl go no matter how bad they are

 

[totalinceldeath]

self harm will haunt me forever

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

Heres mine

When i was 14 i abused benadryl so bad
I saw things every day and spent all night crying or tweaking
i lost all my friends and connections
my parents think im a loser
i saw shadows for months and my brain will never work the sam

i abused it til i was 16

Not killing myself in 2014

 

[pompompurino]

ye i do the same and have a hard time lettjng ppl go no matter how bad they are

very relatable

 

[geneticCage]

Not killing myself in 2014

Nah tuber don't say that

 

[dipenhydramine]

self harm will haunt me forever

aw man thats rough do u still do it

 

[dipenhydramine]

Not killing myself in 2014

you shouldnt have done it i feel like ur a cool guy

 

[Nenestar]

Never taking studying or anything seriously. Feels like I wasted a lot of potential.

 

[geneticCage]

Never taking studying or anything seriously. Feels like I wasted a lot of potential.

That's what I do right now

 

[dipenhydramine]

Never taking studying or anything seriously. Feels like I wasted a lot of potential.

same i havent taken anything serious

but bhai dont stress it u can always retry

 

[totalinceldeath]

aw man thats rough do u still do it

Heck no i mean maybe other subliminal stuff that somehow hurts me but not like back then

my depressed 14yo ass thought it was necessary to cut myself

 

[dipenhydramine]

Heck no i mean maybe other subliminal stuff that somehow hurts me but not like back then

my depressed 14yo ass thought it was necessary to cut myself

thats good then

ye i feel like its either a thing u do young and stop or it consumes ur life

 

[Nenestar]

same i havent taken anything serious

but bhai dont stress it u can always retry

It's the missed stuff that annoys me. I'm still studying at a really good place. But I never took it seriously. I think my life would look a lot different if I sat on the book for few hours a day, but I never did. I've only crammed for exams, I have 0 discipline.

 

[pompompurino]

same i havent taken anything serious

but bhai dont stress it u can always retry

how old r u? are u in uni

 

[dipenhydramine]

how old r u? are u in uni

im 17

im in college but in uk u finish high school at 15 or 16 depending on age then college for however long u want then uni if u want

 

[geneticCage]

im 17

im in college but in uk u finish high school at 15 or 16 depending on age then college for however long u want then uni if u want

That's young to finish high school

 

[totalinceldeath]

thats good then

ye i feel like its either a thing u do young and stop or it consumes ur life

Worst thing is ive spent Hundreds to get them away
Still trying to cope

 

[dipenhydramine]

It's the missed stuff that annoys me. I'm still studying at a really good place. But I never took it seriously. I think my life would look a lot different if I sat on the book for few hours a day, but I never did. I've only crammed for exams, I have 0 discipline.

zero dicipline is real for me i said i wouldnt even be on here today lmfao

but man dont stress over what you didnt do

its just cortisol spikes lel

focus on what u r doing and good luck

 

[dipenhydramine]

That's young to finish high school

yeah tru

high school is like 12 - 15/16

 

[dipenhydramine]

Worst thing is ive spent Hundreds to get them away
Still trying to cope

aw man

it will go away eventually dont stress

 

[totalinceldeath]

What the hell even is benadryl im uneducated
and how did u get into this

 

[dipenhydramine]

What the hell even is benadryl im uneducated
and how did u get into this

allergy medicines

saw someone say it gave them psychosis

tried it once and didnt stop for 2 years

fried my brain and i was seeing shit for months after stopping

had hallucinations of being drowned and my wall telling me to killmyself and loads more

 

[Decay]

letting myself get too attached to ppl, i used to not be this way and be more avoidant but ive gotten too comfortable being vulnerable

- Talking about Ross

 

[pompompurino]

- Talking about Ross

no no im talking in general

 

[totalinceldeath]

allergy medicines

so you took them to get a psychosis? That shit sounds lowkey retarded

 

[dipenhydramine]

so you took them to get a psychosis? That shit sounds lowkey retarded

took em 4 fun ig idk lmfao

it feels nice but mentally hell

 

[TonyDr]

Heres mine

When i was 14 i abused benadryl so bad
I saw things every day and spent all night crying or tweaking
i lost all my friends and connections
my parents think im a loser
i saw shadows for months and my brain will never work the sam

i abused it til i was 16

Years ago i broke the heart of what i could call my female best friend. She was a genuine supporter and i treated her like trash because i was a jerk at 16yo. It's one of my biggest regrets.

 

[Deleted Member 77884]

Not roping

 

[totalinceldeath]

took em 4 fun ig idk lmfao

it feels nice but mentally hell

and alone for no reason is even more questionable

 

[dipenhydramine]

and alone for no reason is even more questionable

tru

 

[dipenhydramine]

Not roping

same ngl

 

[dipenhydramine]

Years ago i broke the heart of what i could call my female best friend. She was a genuine supporter and i treated her like trash because i was a jerk at 16yo. It's one of my biggest regrets.

shit like that always hurts bad tbh