blindangel33
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im so sick of nobody taking me seriously ever everything I do to prove im someone and I can do something gets dismissed. I had to take 2 exams to get into an art school last year, art exams and school subject exams and for my art exam I got 9.57 as my total grade but for school subject exam I got 6 something which fucked my complete grade in the ass and I didn't get in. my art exam grades were bigger than my sisters grades (at the time she had them bc that was 6 years ago now ) and ofc my parents had to comfort the jealousy of my 20 year old sister instead of maybe telling me fucking congratulations. either way I had to do another exam this yr so I can finally move to the school AND THEYCLOSED THE EXAM BC THEY DIDNT HAVE ANY FREE SPACES TO GET I TO THE SCHOOL. I feel like everything I do to prove mu parents I have a future and that im good too gets dismissed or ignored. my older sisters been the golden sensitive child all my life and my parents just shoved a tablet up my face and let me deal w life and my issues myself they care for me financially js not mentally at all and I just don't get why . why do they always kiss my sisters ass at any age and if im angry sad or crying I have to deal w it myself . I can't even talk to my friends about it because I'm.closed in myself and if my parents find out im talking shit ab them they'd call me evil and tell me they do so much for me which financially yeah id get that but ive had so many issues the past year that has really been making me think about if life is really worth it at this point and not once have they comforted me or asked me if im doing OK is this cringe