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dont want to make this sound like venting, im genuinely looking for advice caus im going insane
for as long as i can remeber, ive always acted like i was in a fight for almost all my childhood, to give an example i would take stuff that was said to me very seriously and call my mom with my flip phone when someone spat on me (4th grade)
i could write these anomalies all day but i just wanna hear what yall think i should do, feels like im always on the edge and on thin ice.
ive gotten cortisol tests on a rushed morning and it came out to 435 nmol/l
ive also experimented with xanax with did make me feel much less stressed but it suppresses gh so be it- i might make a thread on jt later on
for as long as i can remeber, ive always acted like i was in a fight for almost all my childhood, to give an example i would take stuff that was said to me very seriously and call my mom with my flip phone when someone spat on me (4th grade)
i could write these anomalies all day but i just wanna hear what yall think i should do, feels like im always on the edge and on thin ice.
ive gotten cortisol tests on a rushed morning and it came out to 435 nmol/l
ive also experimented with xanax with did make me feel much less stressed but it suppresses gh so be it- i might make a thread on jt later on
