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I agree, I did not know you were 15 '06, it is best if you leave and not stress about your looks, just keep up with hygiene, stay healthy, sleep just the basics. Enjoy your childhood, seriously, please get social interaction somehow that is not on incel-adjacent sites because you need to exercise it.
For sure, I am the same. I wish I never discovered looksmax.org and the lookism blackpill ideology but I was gullible to believe the exaggeration of the lookism blackpill, but that is growth and we know better now. If I wanted to "glow up" I probably could have figured it out just from surface level "glow up" videos on youtube and common sense.