Chrismaxxer
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Disclaimer: Its gonna get blackpilled.
Alright I'm just gonna write about some random shit I have to get off of my shoulders. I've been introduced to the blackpill some month ago, rotting for about a month now. I believe I was a 4/10 a year ago. The height pill is realer than one might think. The behaviour of other people around me really started to change after I got taller. When I was average in size some years ago I was bullied regularly. This changed when I got taller. Everyone respected me way more than before and I wasn't bullied anymore. About 2 Years ago I started watching self-improvement content from hamza ahmed. I'm not gonna lie, meditation and all of that shit really helped back then. I thought it was only going to get better but it all went down again. I didn't really see peoples behavior change for the better after I was on self improvement for quite a while. I soon started questioning self improvement because I didn't get the results I wanted. About 2 months before looksmaxxing went mainstream I joined the .org forum. The looksmaxxing forum was a curse and a blessing at the same time, for I now knew how to looksmax properly but there always was the chance that it's over. I gained more and more knowledge about ratios and the beauty standard. I saw more and more black pill posts on social media, most were about pretty privilege and the halo effect. I started observing others behaviour and the dating market at my school and realized its eexactly as the blackpill described it. Most noticeable was how women only date up about 2 points and above. I think I could be a chadlite if I had a good side. I just need some surgeries for my jaw bc I have overbite and I should be good. Bimax advancement + genio and something for jaw assymetry.
Alright I'm just gonna write about some random shit I have to get off of my shoulders. I've been introduced to the blackpill some month ago, rotting for about a month now. I believe I was a 4/10 a year ago. The height pill is realer than one might think. The behaviour of other people around me really started to change after I got taller. When I was average in size some years ago I was bullied regularly. This changed when I got taller. Everyone respected me way more than before and I wasn't bullied anymore. About 2 Years ago I started watching self-improvement content from hamza ahmed. I'm not gonna lie, meditation and all of that shit really helped back then. I thought it was only going to get better but it all went down again. I didn't really see peoples behavior change for the better after I was on self improvement for quite a while. I soon started questioning self improvement because I didn't get the results I wanted. About 2 months before looksmaxxing went mainstream I joined the .org forum. The looksmaxxing forum was a curse and a blessing at the same time, for I now knew how to looksmax properly but there always was the chance that it's over. I gained more and more knowledge about ratios and the beauty standard. I saw more and more black pill posts on social media, most were about pretty privilege and the halo effect. I started observing others behaviour and the dating market at my school and realized its eexactly as the blackpill described it. Most noticeable was how women only date up about 2 points and above. I think I could be a chadlite if I had a good side. I just need some surgeries for my jaw bc I have overbite and I should be good. Bimax advancement + genio and something for jaw assymetry.
