kakichlean
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I want to start to looksmaxx. Alternative is that I'll take my own life.
My face is the reason why my life is on such downward spiral. Head-to-body ratio on picrelated is not photoshopped or AI generated, I'm really built like this.
First and foremost, my face is the reason why I became an alt-right. Back in middle school I was bullied by Armenian classmates, they targeted my face, they used to beat the shit out of me, and peak of bullying was when lil peep's "yeezus christ' was released. I still fucking hate this song and mv. Whenever I see it it triggers something I buried deep within and I start to tweak and cry. I can't even see roblox properly of how stronlgy it reminds me of being called 'yeezus christ'.
My face is the reason why I'm a cuck. There was once a time when I thought that I had a chance with one girl, I simped so fucking badly because she was the only one who didn't reject me. Truth was that she used me a tamagochi cuck who'd bring her everything and few times she made me to watch, until bull beat the fuck outta me and said that it'd make me look prettier. She laughed. Girls do not consider me a human being.
My face is the reason why I don't even have friends. I spiralled down the alt-right pipeline and thought I found some bonding. I thought that because we shared ideas, interests, we have become an actual friends. They didn't think so, and they always keep on treating me a fucking punching bag. They told me billion times that I looked like a nazi caricature of the untermensch, compared to a pajeet, compared me to someone with FAS. I keep clinging to them because they're the only ones who give me some kind of approval and acceptance in this world, even though I have to humiliate myself for them, be a very complacent asslicker and be subservient most of the time. I gave them games on steam, I forbid some of my interests in sake of theirs, I gave them money. If not them, then there won't be anyone who'd remotely give me sense of belonging in this world. And I've done a lot to get their approval, yet on a whim they bring my face up and I literally cry.
My face is the reason why I can't even win an online argument. Whenever I say something people bring how I look. I remember recently arguing with some genetically inferior pajeet and when I told him that when RaHoWa comes he along with the rest of racial inferiors would be purged, he told me that I'd be first in the line on said purge, because I fit the bill even better than he does, and sent my face. I couldn't continue, because, he's right. It makes me want to fucking die.
In general I'm a disappointment not of myself, but rather of my own race. Instead of being someone who'd something good the white race, I'm the one who was always treated like shit by genetically inferior ones, and even those who share my beliefs. I cannot fathom of what I could've achieved if it wasn't for my face.
Whenever I see a character whose face is fucked up like that of Two-Face or Jeff the Killer I can't help but feel that they're having it better than me, and even having no face is better than with one that I have. Whenever I see a shapeshifter I can't help but be completely envious of them.
By having my face on a pfp and attached there I'm making the most boldest decision regarding my looks in ages.
Is there any stuff that you can suggest me to do to looksmaxx? Suggest everything that comes to mind.
TL;DR I'm at my limit. I want to die, but I don't want to die. I fucking hate my face. It is my face. It ruined everything. If I had a different face then I'd have been someone else
My face is the reason why my life is on such downward spiral. Head-to-body ratio on picrelated is not photoshopped or AI generated, I'm really built like this.
First and foremost, my face is the reason why I became an alt-right. Back in middle school I was bullied by Armenian classmates, they targeted my face, they used to beat the shit out of me, and peak of bullying was when lil peep's "yeezus christ' was released. I still fucking hate this song and mv. Whenever I see it it triggers something I buried deep within and I start to tweak and cry. I can't even see roblox properly of how stronlgy it reminds me of being called 'yeezus christ'.
My face is the reason why I'm a cuck. There was once a time when I thought that I had a chance with one girl, I simped so fucking badly because she was the only one who didn't reject me. Truth was that she used me a tamagochi cuck who'd bring her everything and few times she made me to watch, until bull beat the fuck outta me and said that it'd make me look prettier. She laughed. Girls do not consider me a human being.
My face is the reason why I don't even have friends. I spiralled down the alt-right pipeline and thought I found some bonding. I thought that because we shared ideas, interests, we have become an actual friends. They didn't think so, and they always keep on treating me a fucking punching bag. They told me billion times that I looked like a nazi caricature of the untermensch, compared to a pajeet, compared me to someone with FAS. I keep clinging to them because they're the only ones who give me some kind of approval and acceptance in this world, even though I have to humiliate myself for them, be a very complacent asslicker and be subservient most of the time. I gave them games on steam, I forbid some of my interests in sake of theirs, I gave them money. If not them, then there won't be anyone who'd remotely give me sense of belonging in this world. And I've done a lot to get their approval, yet on a whim they bring my face up and I literally cry.
My face is the reason why I can't even win an online argument. Whenever I say something people bring how I look. I remember recently arguing with some genetically inferior pajeet and when I told him that when RaHoWa comes he along with the rest of racial inferiors would be purged, he told me that I'd be first in the line on said purge, because I fit the bill even better than he does, and sent my face. I couldn't continue, because, he's right. It makes me want to fucking die.
In general I'm a disappointment not of myself, but rather of my own race. Instead of being someone who'd something good the white race, I'm the one who was always treated like shit by genetically inferior ones, and even those who share my beliefs. I cannot fathom of what I could've achieved if it wasn't for my face.
Whenever I see a character whose face is fucked up like that of Two-Face or Jeff the Killer I can't help but feel that they're having it better than me, and even having no face is better than with one that I have. Whenever I see a shapeshifter I can't help but be completely envious of them.
By having my face on a pfp and attached there I'm making the most boldest decision regarding my looks in ages.
Is there any stuff that you can suggest me to do to looksmaxx? Suggest everything that comes to mind.
TL;DR I'm at my limit. I want to die, but I don't want to die. I fucking hate my face. It is my face. It ruined everything. If I had a different face then I'd have been someone else
