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Hi guys so idk why I’m even doing this but uhm
I’m quitting my ed and starving shi
I went to the doctor a month ago bc i was having a ton of issues (brittle nails, sunken in eyes though i slept 8h30min per day avg, my eyes were fucking burning, dizzy all the time, hair FALLING OUT, hair breakage, hair was fucking CRAZY FRIZZED UP even though it pin straightskin around legs hurt when anything touched, teeth yellowing, and many other more...private issues)
and they ran a couple (like 10000000000) tests
they got back to me yesterday.
turns out all of this is bc of "under eating"
so basically i have severe hormonal imbalance and a ton of other medical terms which idk what they are but i remember one was smt abt not enough protien and all of the protien i was eating was going to basic cellular functions.
yeah............................................. turns out starving isnt for me!!!!
yeah so i gotta stop this bc ik i do not look good like this - my body looks good but not my face lol
yeah..... okay lowk kms bc im so scared to gain weight bc then there will be fat on my stomach and ill be fat and m waist will be big and im gonna cry and die and fml bro
okay wtv all of those thoughts are for another thread
im writing this to thank everyone who had urged me to stop all this
bs
i know this is gonna be a really hard journey but thank you all. you guys def left an impact on me even if it was small.
@yyoloo @Evilthinker21 @Dancin @CesarZet @mango_nectar @rcamg and everyone else
thank you so much
I’m quitting my ed and starving shi
I went to the doctor a month ago bc i was having a ton of issues (brittle nails, sunken in eyes though i slept 8h30min per day avg, my eyes were fucking burning, dizzy all the time, hair FALLING OUT, hair breakage, hair was fucking CRAZY FRIZZED UP even though it pin straightskin around legs hurt when anything touched, teeth yellowing, and many other more...private issues)
and they ran a couple (like 10000000000) tests
they got back to me yesterday.
turns out all of this is bc of "under eating"
so basically i have severe hormonal imbalance and a ton of other medical terms which idk what they are but i remember one was smt abt not enough protien and all of the protien i was eating was going to basic cellular functions.
yeah............................................. turns out starving isnt for me!!!!
yeah so i gotta stop this bc ik i do not look good like this - my body looks good but not my face lol
yeah..... okay lowk kms bc im so scared to gain weight bc then there will be fat on my stomach and ill be fat and m waist will be big and im gonna cry and die and fml bro
okay wtv all of those thoughts are for another thread
im writing this to thank everyone who had urged me to stop all this
i know this is gonna be a really hard journey but thank you all. you guys def left an impact on me even if it was small.
@yyoloo @Evilthinker21 @Dancin @CesarZet @mango_nectar @rcamg and everyone else
thank you so much