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Every time I think of the guy I had a crush on in highschool I get so angry.

He toyed with me so many times, spread rumors about me, constantly humiliated me, and I let it happen. I just sat there like a dog and took it. By the end of senior year it got so bad that all I wanted to do was hurt him.

He would never leave me alone but he'd also never give me the affection I wanted. I was just a dog to him. And whenever I did anything back it was like I had just killed someone, he always made such a big deal out of everything I did. He never let anything go. I think he's the worst person in the world.

My friends didn't help either, they'd tease me when I drew towards him, like it was some sort of joke, when I was unbelievably obsessively sick in the head. I loved him so much and he would constantly just dash my heart into the ground. I'd keep track of everything I knew about him because I wanted to act perfect in front of him and it never worked, the more I tried the more I'd get made fun of.

But when I blocked him or ignored him for long enough he'd spam call me from random temporary numbers, not even to say anything, just to bother me. He'd only text me to get screenshots to laugh at with his friends that didn't even know me. He'd make fun of me to my mutual friends too and none of them would do anything (besides one who almost physically hurt him after seeing how badly it was affecting me).

I don't know man I can't stop thinking about it, I hate that guy so much. I would have done anything for him and he didn't even give me the grace of blocking me, just strung me along for a year and a half until I lost my shit and cut contact with him and all those "friends" connected to him after highschool.
 
Every time I think of the guy I had a crush on in highschool I get so angry.

He toyed with me so many times, spread rumors about me, constantly humiliated me, and I let it happen. I just sat there like a dog and took it. By the end of senior year it got so bad that all I wanted to do was hurt him.

He would never leave me alone but he'd also never give me the affection I wanted. I was just a dog to him. And whenever I did anything back it was like I had just killed someone, he always made such a big deal out of everything I did. He never let anything go. I think he's the worst person in the world.

My friends didn't help either, they'd tease me when I drew towards him, like it was some sort of joke, when I was unbelievably obsessively sick in the head. I loved him so much and he would constantly just dash my heart into the ground. I'd keep track of everything I knew about him because I wanted to act perfect in front of him and it never worked, the more I tried the more I'd get made fun of.

But when I blocked him or ignored him for long enough he'd spam call me from random temporary numbers, not even to say anything, just to bother me. He'd only text me to get screenshots to laugh at with his friends that didn't even know me. He'd make fun of me to my mutual friends too and none of them would do anything (besides one who almost physically hurt him after seeing how badly it was affecting me).

I don't know man I can't stop thinking about it, I hate that guy so much. I would have done anything for him and he didn't even give me the grace of blocking me, just strung me along for a year and a half until I lost my shit and cut contact with him and all those "friends" connected to him after highschool.
I wouldn’t toy with you though…. Blushes*
 
I can't love anymore. I can only pretend to.
Same i feel no attraction to other woman its sad honestly just ruins everything for me how i spent 4 years with one woman and now i can’t imagine anything with any other woman
 
Same i feel no attraction to other woman its sad honestly just ruins everything for me how i spent 4 years with one woman and now i can’t imagine anything with any other woman
I've moved on from the aforementioned asshole but it's like overdosing on drugs, your body just isn't the same after.
 
Do birds ever stop chirping?
 
Every time I think of the guy I had a crush on in highschool I get so angry.

He toyed with me so many times, spread rumors about me, constantly humiliated me, and I let it happen. I just sat there like a dog and took it. By the end of senior year it got so bad that all I wanted to do was hurt him.

He would never leave me alone but he'd also never give me the affection I wanted. I was just a dog to him. And whenever I did anything back it was like I had just killed someone, he always made such a big deal out of everything I did. He never let anything go. I think he's the worst person in the world.

My friends didn't help either, they'd tease me when I drew towards him, like it was some sort of joke, when I was unbelievably obsessively sick in the head. I loved him so much and he would constantly just dash my heart into the ground. I'd keep track of everything I knew about him because I wanted to act perfect in front of him and it never worked, the more I tried the more I'd get made fun of.

But when I blocked him or ignored him for long enough he'd spam call me from random temporary numbers, not even to say anything, just to bother me. He'd only text me to get screenshots to laugh at with his friends that didn't even know me. He'd make fun of me to my mutual friends too and none of them would do anything (besides one who almost physically hurt him after seeing how badly it was affecting me).

I don't know man I can't stop thinking about it, I hate that guy so much. I would have done anything for him and he didn't even give me the grace of blocking me, just strung me along for a year and a half until I lost my shit and cut contact with him and all those "friends" connected to him after highschool.
This is what happens when you value a relationship or another person over yourself
 
I dont get mfs like this dih/puh cant be that good bro
Wasn't even about the dih bro I don't even like the concept of sex that much
I was just really really mentally ill and a male attention deprived abused dog
 
Wasn't even about the dih bro I don't even like the concept of sex that much
I was just really really mentally ill and a male attention deprived abused dog
I aint a male but i couls give you attention👀👀
 
Every time I think of the guy I had a crush on in highschool I get so angry.

He toyed with me so many times, spread rumors about me, constantly humiliated me, and I let it happen. I just sat there like a dog and took it. By the end of senior year it got so bad that all I wanted to do was hurt him.

He would never leave me alone but he'd also never give me the affection I wanted. I was just a dog to him. And whenever I did anything back it was like I had just killed someone, he always made such a big deal out of everything I did. He never let anything go. I think he's the worst person in the world.

My friends didn't help either, they'd tease me when I drew towards him, like it was some sort of joke, when I was unbelievably obsessively sick in the head. I loved him so much and he would constantly just dash my heart into the ground. I'd keep track of everything I knew about him because I wanted to act perfect in front of him and it never worked, the more I tried the more I'd get made fun of.

But when I blocked him or ignored him for long enough he'd spam call me from random temporary numbers, not even to say anything, just to bother me. He'd only text me to get screenshots to laugh at with his friends that didn't even know me. He'd make fun of me to my mutual friends too and none of them would do anything (besides one who almost physically hurt him after seeing how badly it was affecting me).

I don't know man I can't stop thinking about it, I hate that guy so much. I would have done anything for him and he didn't even give me the grace of blocking me, just strung me along for a year and a half until I lost my shit and cut contact with him and all those "friends" connected to him after highschool.
please tell me this isnt the 5'4 ltn
 
Anything but a sub-5 man, huh? These are the fuckers that somehow aren't inkwell while I am, jfl.
 
No, but my obsession with him was bad too.

This guy was a little taller than me, probably lltn-mltn. I liked him for his intellect, not his looks.
Im 5'7👀
 
No, but my obsession with him was bad too.

This guy was a little taller than me, probably lltn-mltn. I liked him for his intellect, not his looks.
MLTN at best is forgivable, since im not heartless. however, his personality is even worse... when will women stop doing these moids a favour?
i would treat you like the queen you are..
 
MLTN at best is forgivable, since im not heartless. however, his personality is even worse... when will women stop doing these moids a favour?
i would treat you like the queen you are..
I wish I was lesbian sometimes brah
 
Every time I think of the guy I had a crush on in highschool I get so angry.

He toyed with me so many times, spread rumors about me, constantly humiliated me, and I let it happen. I just sat there like a dog and took it. By the end of senior year it got so bad that all I wanted to do was hurt him.

He would never leave me alone but he'd also never give me the affection I wanted. I was just a dog to him. And whenever I did anything back it was like I had just killed someone, he always made such a big deal out of everything I did. He never let anything go. I think he's the worst person in the world.

My friends didn't help either, they'd tease me when I drew towards him, like it was some sort of joke, when I was unbelievably obsessively sick in the head. I loved him so much and he would constantly just dash my heart into the ground. I'd keep track of everything I knew about him because I wanted to act perfect in front of him and it never worked, the more I tried the more I'd get made fun of.

But when I blocked him or ignored him for long enough he'd spam call me from random temporary numbers, not even to say anything, just to bother me. He'd only text me to get screenshots to laugh at with his friends that didn't even know me. He'd make fun of me to my mutual friends too and none of them would do anything (besides one who almost physically hurt him after seeing how badly it was affecting me).

I don't know man I can't stop thinking about it, I hate that guy so much. I would have done anything for him and he didn't even give me the grace of blocking me, just strung me along for a year and a half until I lost my shit and cut contact with him and all those "friends" connected to him after highschool.
High T rage
 
Kill him and be primal
 
That's rough dude I'm sorry
 
Every time I think of the guy I had a crush on in highschool I get so angry.

He toyed with me so many times, spread rumors about me, constantly humiliated me, and I let it happen. I just sat there like a dog and took it. By the end of senior year it got so bad that all I wanted to do was hurt him.

He would never leave me alone but he'd also never give me the affection I wanted. I was just a dog to him. And whenever I did anything back it was like I had just killed someone, he always made such a big deal out of everything I did. He never let anything go. I think he's the worst person in the world.

My friends didn't help either, they'd tease me when I drew towards him, like it was some sort of joke, when I was unbelievably obsessively sick in the head. I loved him so much and he would constantly just dash my heart into the ground. I'd keep track of everything I knew about him because I wanted to act perfect in front of him and it never worked, the more I tried the more I'd get made fun of.

But when I blocked him or ignored him for long enough he'd spam call me from random temporary numbers, not even to say anything, just to bother me. He'd only text me to get screenshots to laugh at with his friends that didn't even know me. He'd make fun of me to my mutual friends too and none of them would do anything (besides one who almost physically hurt him after seeing how badly it was affecting me).

I don't know man I can't stop thinking about it, I hate that guy so much. I would have done anything for him and he didn't even give me the grace of blocking me, just strung me along for a year and a half until I lost my shit and cut contact with him and all those "friends" connected to him after highschool.
That is actually so sad. I’m sorry for you. I hope you find someone who treats you well
 
Every time I think of the guy I had a crush on in highschool I get so angry.

He toyed with me so many times, spread rumors about me, constantly humiliated me, and I let it happen. I just sat there like a dog and took it. By the end of senior year it got so bad that all I wanted to do was hurt him.

He would never leave me alone but he'd also never give me the affection I wanted. I was just a dog to him. And whenever I did anything back it was like I had just killed someone, he always made such a big deal out of everything I did. He never let anything go. I think he's the worst person in the world.

My friends didn't help either, they'd tease me when I drew towards him, like it was some sort of joke, when I was unbelievably obsessively sick in the head. I loved him so much and he would constantly just dash my heart into the ground. I'd keep track of everything I knew about him because I wanted to act perfect in front of him and it never worked, the more I tried the more I'd get made fun of.

But when I blocked him or ignored him for long enough he'd spam call me from random temporary numbers, not even to say anything, just to bother me. He'd only text me to get screenshots to laugh at with his friends that didn't even know me. He'd make fun of me to my mutual friends too and none of them would do anything (besides one who almost physically hurt him after seeing how badly it was affecting me).

I don't know man I can't stop thinking about it, I hate that guy so much. I would have done anything for him and he didn't even give me the grace of blocking me, just strung me along for a year and a half until I lost my shit and cut contact with him and all those "friends" connected to him after highschool.
Ngl sounds a lot like me
 
Why tf would you call yourself a foid
 
I can't love anymore. I can only pretend to.
You will move on eventually one day and forgot about this n***a when you'll meet a new dude that you will truly like dw

It's too lame to stop yourself for loving the opposite gender because of a bad experience
 

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