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Every time I think of the guy I had a crush on in highschool I get so angry.
He toyed with me so many times, spread rumors about me, constantly humiliated me, and I let it happen. I just sat there like a dog and took it. By the end of senior year it got so bad that all I wanted to do was hurt him.
He would never leave me alone but he'd also never give me the affection I wanted. I was just a dog to him. And whenever I did anything back it was like I had just killed someone, he always made such a big deal out of everything I did. He never let anything go. I think he's the worst person in the world.
My friends didn't help either, they'd tease me when I drew towards him, like it was some sort of joke, when I was unbelievably obsessively sick in the head. I loved him so much and he would constantly just dash my heart into the ground. I'd keep track of everything I knew about him because I wanted to act perfect in front of him and it never worked, the more I tried the more I'd get made fun of.
But when I blocked him or ignored him for long enough he'd spam call me from random temporary numbers, not even to say anything, just to bother me. He'd only text me to get screenshots to laugh at with his friends that didn't even know me. He'd make fun of me to my mutual friends too and none of them would do anything (besides one who almost physically hurt him after seeing how badly it was affecting me).
I don't know man I can't stop thinking about it, I hate that guy so much. I would have done anything for him and he didn't even give me the grace of blocking me, just strung me along for a year and a half until I lost my shit and cut contact with him and all those "friends" connected to him after highschool.
He toyed with me so many times, spread rumors about me, constantly humiliated me, and I let it happen. I just sat there like a dog and took it. By the end of senior year it got so bad that all I wanted to do was hurt him.
He would never leave me alone but he'd also never give me the affection I wanted. I was just a dog to him. And whenever I did anything back it was like I had just killed someone, he always made such a big deal out of everything I did. He never let anything go. I think he's the worst person in the world.
My friends didn't help either, they'd tease me when I drew towards him, like it was some sort of joke, when I was unbelievably obsessively sick in the head. I loved him so much and he would constantly just dash my heart into the ground. I'd keep track of everything I knew about him because I wanted to act perfect in front of him and it never worked, the more I tried the more I'd get made fun of.
But when I blocked him or ignored him for long enough he'd spam call me from random temporary numbers, not even to say anything, just to bother me. He'd only text me to get screenshots to laugh at with his friends that didn't even know me. He'd make fun of me to my mutual friends too and none of them would do anything (besides one who almost physically hurt him after seeing how badly it was affecting me).
I don't know man I can't stop thinking about it, I hate that guy so much. I would have done anything for him and he didn't even give me the grace of blocking me, just strung me along for a year and a half until I lost my shit and cut contact with him and all those "friends" connected to him after highschool.